True colors.

2010 Year End Hols

2010-11-17T21:13:00.005+08:00

Update 28th Dec 2010 - CHECKLIST DONE! And two items on wishlist fulfilled!!! YAY!!!

Update 21st Dec 2010 - 3 things on the CHECKLIST DONE! Christmas production is this FRIDAY!

Checklist :

Fighting Spiders Season 2 [x]

GY Kingdom Camp (my first time joining camp.. WOOT!) [x]

KOREA 2010 *sorry sorry sorry sorry ;P* [x]

Church Christmas Production : King and I Musical [x]

Christmas wishlist 2010 (Top 5)

#5 - Mahogany Oxfords

#4 - Taylor Swift's Speak Now Deluxe Album (I want the damn t-shirt!!!)

#3- Canon EOS Lens EF-S-18-200-IS

~~#2- Nokia 5800 Xpress Music~~ ~~(I've been waiting since forever.. At least, I got over the BBM!)~~

And finally..

~~#1 - 7As for PMR~~

Makes sense?

I don't hope for much this year. I definitely have my wants, but only God understands my needs. So I'll leave it to him to change things for me and help me along the way.

Even though you cease to exist in my life now and choose never to return my calls, I know that someday I'll find someone better than you. If you were a real friend in the first place, you'd have answered my calls although you know I'd have nothing but a few words to exchange with you.

So I'm going to put you aside. But thanks for being my northern star, pointing me on my way into my future love's loving arms.

God bless the broken road, that led me straight to you.

P.S.: Considering a refurbishing of this blog and bringing it alive once more. I have so many things to post but I don't have sufficient space for everything.

Nobody reads this blog anymore, but that's the point.

This blog is so dead.

2010-09-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

No further elaboration needed.

I'm not going to delete this blog, so if you want to read my past, feel free to do so. You have all the right to comment and criticize my wrongdoings, but who are you to judge me for the mistakes I made?

Mistakes and wrongdoings are two completely different things. Mistakes are things we do wrong accidentally, while wrongdoings are things we know are wrong for us, but yet we still attempt them. GET IT RIGHT.

So long, readers by chance.

I still stand here holding up the roof, because it's easier than telling the truth.

- The Truth, Kris Allen.

Shat

2010-08-17T19:10:00.002+08:00

Maintenance sucks.

Unless they're really upgrading their features.

I'll just live with that for now -___-

Forget prom, let's have a morp!!!

2010-08-01T13:04:00.004+08:00

Topic of the day : PROM WTH?

I MIGHT NOT BE ATTENDING PROM AFTER ALL.

Who cares about that dumb thing anyway?

Besides, most people who wear pretty dresses take a kazillion photos, pose with all the hot guys and upload them on Facebook. Oh and have I mentioned they tag themselves in their own pictures and put up pictures of themselves with all their "boyfriends"?

And the food probably tastes as bad as their attitude.

Am I jealous?

I gave up on childhood fantasies a while ago. None of my "friends" like taking pictures, even group ones, and that's what makes me so offended. Hey, your face, my face and their faces are all inside. Nobody cares how you look like in a photo because everyone is too self-absorbed in their own world. FACE IT.

NO ONE CARES HOW PRETTY YOU ARE IN YOUR CERULEAN BLUE TOGA COCKTAIL NUMBER. Because compliments are only a way to get compliments back. Am I not speaking the truth?

When a girl says she is fat, she just wants others to tell her she is not fat. But when I say I am fat, I mean it. It is because I am fat. I may not look fat but I can't even fit into a size 29 jeans. I wear size 30 or 31. See how fat I am? I EVEN PROPOSED PROOF.

What else do you have to say?

I hate it how my friends don't want to take a group photo because I'm going to upload it on Facebook and it is embarrassing. Well? What explains your prom pictures up on Facebook for the whole world to see? Completely tagged and commented on!!!

I'm not worthy to be your friend? Well, just say it in my face!

And it's not like you're wearing pyjamas when you're taking a group picture right? How bad can it be anyway?

No matter how considerate you are, humans were meant to be self-centered, at least in a certain way. It is only a matter of how far you would go to help others before helping yourself.

I try my very hardest to care for others more than myself, but certain occasions I either go overboard and abandon my own feelings, or when I'm angry I only think of myself and don't care about how others feel. It's hard being a person, but that's how it is.

Okay, maybe I am a little agitated looking at Facebook throughout this whole week because it is flooded with the Prefect Dinner photos, IU Day photos and Leo Formation Day photos. Everyone's all dressy and stylish and having a night to remember while I'm sitting at home either trying to update my blog, reading a book or doing some house/schoolwork.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

Friendship (Is overrated. According to me.)

School life is really tragic sometimes but that's how it is and I guess I've learned a lot.

Yes, maybe I am a bit jealous that someone got to take so many pictures with the girls. And that I suspect one of those girls are imprinting on him. But hey, he's down to earth and still my best friend, so I respect him and everyone else. Besides, some of those girls are my friends and let's just say their pretty awesome and I don't hate them so yeah.

Best friend.. It's been a while since I've actually used that term. I never really believed in best friends ever since I stopped living in the past, which I think was last year. I decided to release my primary school life and throw it back into the years before and start moving forward instead.

It's nice to have someone to listen to you as you talk, or even pose an opinion about your situation and stuff. I guess there is somebody out there who is going through hard times, even if they're not in the same situation as you are. It's great to talk to a person and let it all out, because the past few days I've been feeling pretty horrible and my heart aches like hell. I couldn't even sleep well.

But then there was that one night when I was still super angry at my friends, I prayed to God and gave up all my anger, and that was when I received inner peace and managed to fall asleep. I kinda lost a few hours of sleep though, because of all that dumb anger I felt inside.

It's the little things people do that matters to me. I don't care if you don't buy me a present for my birthday, I'll think the world of you the moment you wish me happy birthday. I don't care if you're poor and don't have enough money, I'm happy as long as you acknowledge me as your friend and be there for me. I don't care if you are so busy and don't have time, the moment you express your concern with an "Are you okay?" I will know you still care, even if it's only 10% or less than that.

At least you still care, you see. It is major proof I still have some friends.

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

Stupid vandalized class photo

Anyways, this post is getting long winded. I initially intended it to cover up the previous post, which has that stupid picture Kin Joon put up on Facebook, with my face all scribbled up with that ridiculous Monsieur Armand inspired mustache and beard. It sucks to see yourself become a victim of vandalism, but hey, I'm not alone. Look at Patrick, Denise, Wei Yi, Afrina (OMG!) and some others.

As for those who didn't get vandalized, it just comes to show that nobody cares about you enough to even bother drawing on your face. BUAHAHA.

Being an outcast can be fun sometimes, but having a slushy on your face isn't really a good idea (GLEE FTW). Not that I do, but spitting behind my back is already what, the last straw for me?

I don't even care anymore because when they spit behind me they waste their saliva, and their energy when I don't react much. I try to avoid them as much as I can, and then hopefully they get over their childish acts. It works most of the time, although they still despise me (I FEEL IT) it doesn't really matter. Boys can be like that sometimes, but I choose not to care.

I have other friends who are guys anyway, and I think they're great people. They get on my nerves sometimes, but to hell with it - THEY ARE BOYS. Boys are typical. Like that. I don't really care anyway. They're great friends of mine anyway.

Anyways, if you're wondering what on the Sam Hill is a morp, I won't tell you. Guess it yourself. Everyone is smart enough, it's just a matter of time. If you still don't get it then sorry but not to sound mean - YOU ARE STUPID.

Kidding.

But anyway, it's kinda like a twist of prom. We don't have grand ballrooms and pretty gowns, but we have parties and games and usual fun. It may be small but it's significant nevertheless. FUN EXISTS VIA SMALL MEDIUMS.

I think that's about it. GOOD NOW THE OTHER POST IS COVERED UP. If you still want to see it, click on Older Post. I don't really like having all my blog posts flooding up the space.

Thanks for reading.

GO TO MY OTHER BLOG, MORE PRODUCTIVE POSTS HERE - http://vivian-teoh.blogspot.com

01/08/10

Previous two posts are super rants though, just warning ya. If you wish to skip, please do so. I don't want you to complain about the way I complain. It doesn't click and I won't care.

OKAYTHANKSBYEE :D

WTF

2010-07-30T22:50:00.003+08:00

OMG.

Whoever did this is lifeless. And EPIC.

I feel ridiculed, but hey, who isn't? Almost everyone has been scribbled on like shiat. But it's still funny.

Well, like they always say - The joke is always funny.... until it's on you.

Oh by the way, this picture is from Kin Joon's Facebook. If you see this and get angry or blablabla go kill him not me.

BUAHAHA XD

Game Over (Almost!)

2010-07-10T20:39:00.002+08:00

World Cup is coming to an end..

Paul the Octopus has been 100% accurate in his predictions so far.. But he's not foolproof, as far as I can tell.

I'm still rooting for Spain, no matter what everyone says. I don't suppose I like Netherlands since they beat Brazil, and I'm still pissed at friggin' Melo for being such a harsh wit.

Football is a tough game. Double-whammy in your face.

Spain had better win and Paul had better be right. If he's not, it's TAKOYAKI FOR DINNER.

And where the hell did the stupid bird come from? Singaporeans don't want to miss out on the fame either eh?

Please lah, the only reason why Spain won against Germany is because we keep saying they will beat Germany. AND THEY DID.

It's all in the words we speak. Words are powerful, seriously, do your research. Paul is not psychic. He just makes a random choice and we're all "GOD HAS SPOKEN!"

OH PLEASE. God did not do that.

Paul is just an octopus. JUST. AN. OCTOPUS.

No matter who wins anyway, I will still accept it. It's interesting this year because neither Netherlands or Spain have won the World Cup before, so it's going to be a great game to watch. Spain had better step up their game and win the cup. VIVA ESPANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As for Netherlands.. I don't hate them. But I don't love them either. Whatever.

Okay, nothing more to rant about football..

In case you've been wondering why this blog is like shitty and dead and you have nothing better to read, CLICK HERE

Okay, that's about it. Bai.

Football..

2010-07-05T21:50:00.001+08:00

.. is getting too depressing for me.

I'm not going to bother so much anymore.

People are freaking insulting to me.

GO AWAY.

Ir A Portugal!!!!!!!!

2010-06-21T21:48:00.004+08:00

HOLY SHAT PORTUGAL KILLED KOREA DPR WITH 7-0!!!!!!!!!!

BEST DEFEAT EVER!!!!!!

So far this is the best match in the whole of the world cup!!! DAMN PRO!!!

Now waiting for the highlights and goals to showcase.. T_T Why didn't I watch it??? ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Get to know yourself better

2010-06-20T20:39:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Take this quiz HERE and see where it gets you :)

Football mad Vivian XD

2010-06-17T08:55:00.001+08:00

La Copa Mundial 2010

Serious shiz, I LOVE FOOTBALL!!!

Wavin' Flag

2010-06-13T20:21:00.002+08:00

OMG NAO I CAN WATCH ALL WORLD CUP MATCHES LIVE!!!

Thanks to Xiang, who gave me this link so I could watch online.

The second half of Algeria vs. Slovenia is beginning soon.

Want to watch? Choose your preferred football match, and just sit back and relax.

CLICK HERE

GOAL!!!

2010-06-10T21:43:00.003+08:00

I hate life without Astro.

I can't watch the World Cup.

DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW IMPORTANT THIS IS???? HOW SEVERE THIS SITUATION IS???

THIS YEAR I DON'T FREAKING CARE WHAT YOU ALL HAVE TO SAY BECAUSE I AM ALL FOR BRAZIL!!!!!!!!

You ain't gonna stop me! :@

Bring it on ;)

Ooh Kaka!!!

14 Days of Summer

2010-06-06T22:38:00.004+08:00

The holidays are finally here.

And it's time to initiate 14 Days of Summer.

Basically, 14 Days of Summer is a blog project I'm going to be doing for the next two weeks of the school hols, showcasing all my activities throughout the entire holiday period. You'll be seeing events, reviews and other stuff every single day updated on my blog.

It's just another way to fill in my spare time. I have a few ideas regarding the project, which consist of segments on my blog.

So far here are the ideas I've developed :

16 hours

A blog post about every hour of the day of what I do or what's on my mind.

Look of the day

A blog post featuring clothing ensembles I put up due to excess boredom.

Reviews

Well, the usual reviews regarding products, restaurants, gadgets and other latest stuff.

That's about all the ideas I've got. So if you're reading this and you have something to say, comment on the Shoutmix box at the sidebar and speak your mind on any ideas.

No flames and fkers allowed though, TAKE NOTE.

Pointless.

2010-06-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I've been racking my mind on a proper blog URL for my other blog, which will be officiated soon.

I decided to stick with the obvious.

vivian-teoh.blogspot.com

I couldn't very well take vivianteoh.blogspot.com because apparently there's another Vivian Teoh in this world who is using that address, and she is from Taiping, but now residing in UK!

Well, she's pretty skinny unlike me who is like slightly fat. Haha.

But anyhow nothing much to say.. I'm going to hit the sack soon..

The final day of exams.. And then.. PARTY :D

Night.

Ugh.

2010-05-27T17:41:00.003+08:00

There's that stupid impulse again making me feel like deleting my brand new blog.

What is wrong with me???

Anyways, exams start next Monday. I am so scared.

REALLY.

And then there's all kinds of other shit I'm going through.

I don't think you're familiar with the concept of high school pedophilia, but it's something I regard it as.

Seriously, he likes HER? Well, well, well.. Look who's got bad taste.

I may be harsh but honestly, HER?

How about growing up? Does that sound appealing? No?

I seem merciless. I should stop.

Go to the other blog.

http://thelastconcerto.blogspot.com

I may or may not go back to microblogging(Tumblr FTW!). It's low maintenance and definitely more manageable at the rate I'm studying now.

I know I've been studying for good grades and all that, but one thing I hope for this summer is just for it all to work out.

Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end.

Good luck everyone :)

Another blog.

2010-05-07T21:50:00.005+08:00

I'm not going to delete this blog, but I just wanted to share my new blog with you guys.

It's a contrast to my current one, and I hope you guys like it. Feel free to browse around and click on the tags, especially the photography ones.

I'm constantly running about with my 500D taking shots, so I hope someone will appreciate my effort and comment on it.

Thanks guys so much for reading my blog, and if you are reading this right now, you have no idea how much gratitude I have contained within me.

~~http://malaysianforchrist.blogspot.com~~

~~I'm Malaysian. I'm Christian.~~

~~Now does that make sense? I hope it does.~~

My URL has changed to http://vivian-teoh.blogspot.com permanently. Sorry for inconvenience caused. Thanks :)

Droplets.

2010-05-07T21:41:00.002+08:00

Satisfied.

For the sake of a water shot, here's one for you :)

Birthday boy :)

2010-04-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Justin Chan Ken Wah :DD

You're finally thirteen ~~and your voice has started to change.~~ Hardeehar XD

He's the entertaining guy you see that can make you laugh instantly at his amusing jokes(some not really but still).

Have a great one :)

Sorry for the horrible present.. I hope you liked it. And you don't have to get me a present in return. I'm happy having you as a friend already.

Mr. Shy Guy ;DD

You have no idea how sweet that someone can be.

P.S. : He's very, VERY shy so no proper pictures posted. I'll make sure to take nicer ones next time :)

Fathers.

2010-04-28T20:31:00.002+08:00

And so my own father thinks I'm a lazy bum and thinks that "tired" does not exist in the teenage dictionary.

Well, perhaps if he endured 3 projects, he'd probably change his mind. Or not.

Work is terrible, but that does not mean I don't have a right to be tired. This is ridiculous!

But then again, I'd rather not argue with my father, so I just swiftly, or rather gracefully, make tiny stomps on my feet and rush into my room.

So there. End of sermon.

I guess that's a short update and something I just had to say. I can't rely on diaries, writing isn't so much of my forte anymore, especially long blog posts like these, that are meant to be typed out. I simply can't bear so much on my hand.

Oh dear, I'm beginning feel lazy.

Oh wait. I always have been.

Screw life, sometimes.

Sacrifice above all.

2010-04-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

Sacrifices have to be made in order to achieve great things.

Some are good, some have a long lasting negative effect on you.

Well, I'd say my sacrifice is of the former.

Late nights completing project or assignments definitely do not give desirable effects(high on the eye bags!) but at the end of the day, it had better pay off. Or I'd be fuming, because I put so much effort into it.

Currently I have 3 projects to complete.

I'm working on my Geography one at the moment, and I'm taking a few minutes off to write this post.

And because it comes with a picture or two, you'd better read this.

I simply don't want to write in a dead blog that no one remembers exists. For if it is so, that permanently kills the whole point of expression.

I am undergoing a crucial schedule here, so I'll leave that to that.

Curriculum tomorrow.

Blow! Bother! Dash!

What it isn't, is what it would be.

2010-04-24T23:10:00.003+08:00

I'll leave it up to you to guess what has befallen upon me that I am more than happy today.

The picture above is a MAJOR clue.

Now, now, now, that's pretty obvious isn't it?

Smartypants ;)

Proper English, please.

2010-04-20T22:19:00.003+08:00

Okay, so maybe my IQ is higher than yours.

And maybe I was born intellectual unlike some others.

Also, perhaps I inherited characteristics of my parents, from their genes.

But whatever the reason,

THAT DOES NOT MEAN YOU SHOULDN'T SPEAK PROPER ENGLISH!!!

Everybody speaks in a language, and the one most widely used in daily conversations and other speaking events is ENGLISH. In Malaysia, I think most citizens living in the KL metropolis would agree with me, that even Malays and Indians are using English even more compared to their mother tongue.

So mind you, YES, YOU WHO IS NOT EMPHASIZING ON SPEAKING CORRECT ENGLISH.

You don't have to speak perfectly, it is true, because no one can speak any language in a perfect manner (not even me! My Chinese is crap). Some are more able than others, but no one is perfect.

All I'm saying is, if you're going to speak English, please ensure your usage is accurate. I just hate it when some people say things like "I is Chinese mah! Why must speak ang moh language?"

I don't mind using "lah" or "mah" but would you mind not saying "I is Chinese?" The correct way of saying it is I AM CHINESE ~~you noob~~

How hard is it, just to try and excerpt good English words? If you can't speak in a professional manner, then don't. Just speak basic English. As long as we can understand you, and you are using proper grammar, even if you use Manglish, I wouldn't mind.

Is it that hard? ~~I is Chinese wtf is that~~

Sorry, just ranting about how deliberately pissed I am regarding the subject matter. Don't you just hate it when someone speaks to you in an SMS language manner like "wassup how r u? r u goin on9 l8er? i scared she 4get".

Well, what kind of crap is that?

So same thing here. When I come across such usage of English, I find it revolting and people should just speak basic English, even if they're not intellectual. It's not a matter of how smart you are, it's a matter of how you present yourself to others. You don't have to be a freaking genius to use proper English. Anyone can do that, excluding the Orang Asli and some other indigenious people, I presume.

So that's my rant of the day. I thought I'd update this blog as it is on the life line now. Sigh.

So I'm not the best friend anymore. Bummer.

I shall fade into oblivion now. Goodbye.

P.S. : I HAVE ATTAINED TOKIO HOTEL TICKETS!!! I shall now throw a five second dance party!

Alright, alright. Bye.

I'm back. Again.

2010-04-17T09:42:00.003+08:00

So my blog is dead, it seems.

I'm considering of deleting it, but it would be pretty sad, wouldn't it? There are like 146 posts(including this one) on this blog.

I use Tumblr now, but to think of it, it's pretty inconvenient because you can't do super long posts on road trips or travel journals unlike here on Blogger. And it is simply impossible to add colour to your post on Tumblr, you can only underline, italic, bold or strikethrough it.

I think I'm coming home. To Blogger... SOON.

Meantime I have made a mental list of things I seriously have to do.

BUY THE HUMANOID ALBUM AT ROCK CORNER! Nazira said they have Tokio Hotel meet and greet passes inside the album, so I hope she's right, and that I will strike gold!
Finish up all my school homework. Well, that's obviously priority.
REMIND MYSELF TO PAY TUITION FEES. I really oughtta remember. I have a feisty teacher who keeps chasing me for the tuition fees and I am so sick and tired of having to face her nagging and grumbling. Seriously, get a life. I'm tired of it. Student life sucks.
Stop buying zhap fan everyday. I do not want to spend 3 bucks everyday on zhap fan and have no balance at the end of the week at all. Which means I have to use my old, old savings to give offering at church.

Okay that's about it.

I'm not going to get my DSLR this week obviously. AGAIN. I've been waiting for ages, and I hope this wait is worthwhile. Maybe next week. Just MAYBE. As it always is.

Oh yes, I auditioned for Glee. Yay?

Nah, I'm not that crazy over Glee, but let's just say there was no epic failure during the audition. At least not for me.

Jia Yii, Mun Ee and Qistina was sitting alongside me. I went after Qistina, and I was pretty scared I'd screw it up, but I took a bucketful of courage (with shaking hands, like seriously!) and sang. I think I accidentally shouted in the beginning but it ended well. At least someone clapped.

I seriously need a vacation. I can't believe my mum is actually going to Hanoi and not bringing me along! But oh well, Tokio Hotel will be down here on 1st of May, and if I win the tickets, there's no way I'm going to ditch such an oppurtunity for beef noodles!

Okay apparently I-Xin says the beef noodles in Vietnam are good. Right. Moving on..

TOKIO HOTEL IN MALAYSIA. I seriously cannot believe my eyes, ears, heart and mind!!! THEY ARE COMING! TO CENTRAL PARK! I HAVE TO SEE THEM!!!

Meet and Greet passes. OMG. GIVE THEM TO ME. NAO!!!!!!!!

Omg, I really, really, really want to go lah T_T

Gah. I AM GOING TO PERSUADE MY MOTHER TO BRING ME TO ROCK CORNER. IF NO STOCK, I WILL MAKE HER PURCHASE INTERNET CONNECTION FROM TM FOR MY SISTER. IF ALL ELSE FAILS..

I FAIL. EPIC FAIL. WAAAAA!!!

Oh shit. I'm becoming retarded. Crap.

Okay, before I hog this entire posts with how badly I wanna watch Tokio Hotel ~~and what I would do to get those tix and how cool they are about~~

There. Finished. Next post in a month, possibly. Or a few weeks. Or when I feel like it.

Bai.

Schedule.

2010-04-03T21:52:00.002+08:00

I'm too lazy to post anything here.

I've been active on Tumblr these past few days that I have completely abandoned this blog. I feel guilty, hence I have returned.

To be frank, Blogger is way better than Tumblr. When you post on Blogger, you have a lot of things to choose from, such as colour, you can italicize your words and there are a lot of other things you can do. On Tumblr, it's just those few options accessible.

I guess Tumblr's more of micro blogging. But anyhow I'm back so it doesn't matter.

I'm not going to describe my entire day in one post, so I shall summarize it to a good viewer's read.

7.30AM-12.20PM

St. John exam. It took ages to finish pembalut patah. And I was really nervous for choking, but I guess the examiner was lenient with me, so I'm lucky. Hopefully I pass my choking, because I think I flunked my entire theory.

3PM

Arrival of guests to the Easter Tea Party.

Earliest arrival and departure : Darren and Sean

Latest arrival and departure : Ariel and Charlotte

Latest arrival but early departure : I-Xin and Pui Ee

Good arrival time and good departure time : Patrick and Khirtana

We had like a tonne of cupcakes, food and drink. Then games. Patrick so enthusiastic lol. I was lmao-ing throughout passing rubber bands through toothpick game so epic fail. Darren was so embarrassed and he was like wtf haha. Funny lah. After games, then worship songs. Then after that we just chat and play and have fun.

Khirtana is so cool B-) Charlotte is wacky. No SJK(C) Damansara kids apart from Shireen were there(epic fail on this one).

End of story.

8PM

Bake cupcakes for Alpha tomorrow. We followed Auntie Sam's recipe. I just walloped one earlier. They taste oh-so-good but they look oh-mi-gosh O_O Mum plans to check her errors at Alpha tomorrow. Meantime, mum's thinking of icing the cupcakes so they look pretty.

Gah I'm so tired. Resurrection Sunday tomorrow at Taman Rimba Kiara, then Alpha at 4PM.

I'm so happy that I finished part of my Geo project already. All I need is printer ink and all will be well. I did it with Charlotte, Ariel and my sister in the room. Haha I'm not so easily distracted woohoo!

Okay, confirm I'm not aneroxic. I managed to eat cupcakes. I guess I was just feeling nervous for the St. John exam. Why did I go around telling people that? Holy.

On a different account of the things revolving in my world..

God will show the way anyhow. I will get over that guy sooner than I know it. He's so not worth it and seriously, I have to care less about that bastard.

That same freaking bastard who broke my fragile heart. Heartbreaker. Freaking bastard.

I shall not adjourn further with such foolishness.

Tally-ho.

Leave this town.

2010-04-02T15:06:00.004+08:00

“I’m a slut because i’ll wear shorts and a tank top. I’m a bitch because i don’t let you push me around. I’m a liar because i won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes i’m wrong. I’m ugly because my face isn’t perfect. I’m a whore because i like boys. I’m annoying because i’m not chill enough. I’m a loser because i’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because most of the time i’m happy. I’m weird because i’m not like you. I’m controlling because i get mad. Sometimes i’m clingy because i like being around people. I’m greedy because i like to be satisfied. I’m naive because i’m younger than you. I’m conceited because i’m proud of who i am. I’m rude because my manners aren’t perfect. i’m unappreciative because i don’t praise you. Don’t tell me who i am because i already know.”

Got this on http://thealmondtree.tumblr.com :)

To write love on her arms.

2010-04-01T19:22:00.002+08:00

Go to my Tumblr.

The Technicolor Motion.

I said go. NOW!!!

Press pause.

2010-03-28T20:18:00.003+08:00

Just a quick update as to why I have not blogged about preceded events yet.

I am/was :

- editing Ching Ming photos - they are up on Facebook, go check it out!

- doing my Sejarah notes (I am so lazy and I went to Taylor's the whole day so I didn't study)

- at Star NiE workshop at Taylor's University College

- at Ipoh for Ching Ming

- at Sports Day in Kelana Jaya Stadium

- finishing Novel which is due two weeks later (8 more to go!)

I'd better not slack and get my Sejarah notes done, pronto.

And I may, I repeat, MAY blog tomorrow.

Kgraciasadios.

Daddy cool.

2010-03-20T21:50:00.002+08:00

It's 20th of March 2010.

Malacca 2009

Happy Birthday Dad :DDD

Although you keep forgetting my birthday is on the 9th of September and keep wishing me on the 7th of July, I still remember yours. Haha I'm a good daughter XD Please excuse self consciousness kthx.

Okay, that isn't the best picture I have, but I'm sure there are more Kodak moments that have yet to come.

*sinks teeth into black forest cake*

I'm not a fan of black forest cake, and I don't really like fruit filled cakes, but there wasn't much fruit in there, so it was quite alright. Anyhow it's dad's birthday, so we go with the flow XD

Year of the Tiger. 48 isn't that old.. Right?

Dad rocks!!! Hence the title ;D

I'll talk about preceded events on my next post ~~I think.~~

Instant quote ;

You cannot think, you must KNOW!!!

- Desmond Tham Shung Min

Sayonara? Lol.

Sorry hun, it's Thursday.

2010-03-18T23:16:00.005+08:00

Belated St. Patrick's Day :)

They dyed the entire river green. Doesn't it look like slime? Lol.

I know it was yesterday but I couldn't be bothered to post. 17 March 2010. I guess now you know, why I clued in "GREEN". Other than my usual laziness, I was somehow editing pictures and I had errands to run.

Half an hour left until tomorrow.

3 more days left until school starts.

There are pros and cons, especially as to why we should all look forward to attend school after the one week break. Well, first of all, we're getting back our exam results.

I'm not saying I did very well for the monthly paper, it is simply just curiosity that is driving me insane. I mean, don't you ever get butterflies in your stomach, that somehow unhealthy sensation that keeps you nervous and grumpy?

Well, it's just one of the things I foresee next week. I don't suppose I did well for any subjects, but anyhow I will lower my expectations, hope for the best, prepare for the worst and get ready to start over and never give up.

Other than that, I'm one of the first ten people who are going to do their English oral exam. ~~Oh why was I so stupid to change numbers with Mun Ee.~~ I don't see myself looking forward to it, but I'm definitely going to come up with a few ideas I could talk about. There's blogging, photography and music but I haven't made up my mind yet. Perhaps I could talk about writing, as in poetry or novels all sort.

Speaking of photography, I'd like to share a few pictures I edited yesterday. I have no intentions of uploading these on Facebook yet, so here's a bonus for loyal readers, which I assume and somehow interpret, are the very few.

These pictures were taken in the church (which also happens to be my kindergarten) in the event of mum's cell group friend, ~~Uncle~~ Victor and ~~Auntie~~ Florence as they adjourn in matrimony, outside church/kindergarten, the park and the "garden" at my house.

Floral arrangement.

Stage decor.

This is where the bridal procession will occur. The red carpet.

Just one of those fancy ribbons they tie on the front row seats.

Lighted up candles. Cross process, my favorite ;)

White roses. Reminds me of my favorite book. Beastly :)

Trees - Marty Casey and the Lovehammers. That song is a classic ;)

Just thought it'd be a cool effect.

What's with the hair?

Kindy.

Tadika Grace. Joshua and I come from the same kindy. I miss that "Aussie" dude!

Do you think this picture looks natural? I mean, as in the "model" and her "pose"? XD

FB profile picture. Okay, I only uploaded this one, so it doesn't count much.

Please click on it to enlarge this picture in size in order to enjoy it's "beauty".

I know I have to accept the fact that in reality, you can never take a good photo of flowing or splashing water with a digital camera. Anyhow, my attempt may have failed, but this makes a pretty close gap between bad digicams and good digicams. I take only the best.

I thought this leaf looked like a heart shape. Cute? Lol.

I thought this picture looks prettydarncool. I mean you see the fern in contrast to the people standing far behind. Oh, and that's Ariel and my sister by the way. Ariel came over to my place cuz we were so bored.

Time passed pretty slowly, and I have no idea if that's good or bad.

I wonder if you've noticed I made my pictures round at the edges. Somehow I like it that way.

On a different note, I've pre-ordered this black dress from Voguish Fashion, and it is expected to arrive by the end of April, so I can only collect my dress by May. That's a long wait.

The dress itself is about RM38, if I'm not mistaken. So plus the C.O.D charges, I'm guessing the grand total would not come in cheap. Anyhow I've made my order and I can't back out at the last minute or they'll blacklist me, so I'll go with the purchase.

I've checked out a few vintage fashion sites recently, and I'm starting to like the intricate style and details of those cute tunics and interesting accessories. Currently, I am in love with leggings and tights. The way they pair tights with platforms, pumps and Mary Janes, that is mad love.

When I go shopping I'm going to get myself some tights, maybe some vintage accessories and if it is necessary, some interesting slingbacks.

Jeez, it's midnight. I've spent a tad while on this post.

Hitting the sack now. Night.

A matter of luck.

2010-03-15T08:33:00.003+08:00

Spring shall befall upon those who live in the Northern Hemisphere.

The exams are over.

The one week break is here.

Typical month of March.

I've had invitations by friends to go out ice-skating, shopping, watch Alice In Wonderland 3D and attend birthday parties. I've turned down the birthday parties due to my trip to Penang.

And guess what?

I just might not be going to Penang anymore.

Dad last minute informed us that he was unable to escape work and could not take a leave. Mum says that if he can't make it, then we'll have to cancel it.

And I think Mum is cancelling the booking today.

I've been pretty excited about it since I love travelling and we haven't gone anywhere yet in 2010, apart from my hometown, and the Korea trip is in November(and it's not even confirmed).

But oh well, seeing the current situation, I guess we'll have to postpone it to a further date.

It's a good thing Mum hasn't paid for anything yet, or it'll be a complete waste to let go of the accommodation all sort.

Penang will have to wait. Sigh.

On a different note, I-Xin, Desmond, Jia Wen(I think) and Brian Lee are taking their piano exams today.

GOOD LUCK. AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL THAT YOU MAY PASS THIS TEST WITH FLYING COLOURS :)

I figured I'd update my blog since it's a Monday morning and there's nothing much to do. I haven't had my breakfast yet, so I'm going to do just that.

17 March 2010 is an important date.

Have you figured it out by now? If you haven't, then oh well.

I don't expect anyone to remember, because it's not in our belief anyway. But I'll give you a clue.

The colour, green.

Now does that ring a bell? ;)

Depression.

2010-03-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

I think I'm suffering from it.

What gives? I mean, my behavior was way out of hand today.

I'm sorry to those who had to endure it, my stupid irritating tantrum, and my bloody use of vulgarities. Oh and not to forget, my epic roll of blasphemy and unbearable insults.

I'm sorry, Patrick.

I'd better attend anger management courses or something. I'm seriously stressed out by life and everything that's flying around me. I just wish I could take a really long break, then get back at it as if nothing has ever happened.

But I can't. It's impossible.

I-Xin's not coming to school tomorrow. I'm not sure if Pui Ee wants to talk to me, same thing with Dii, and Jia Wen insists on skipping tomorrow, so I'm going to be alone if I go. But mum is making to attend school so there's no say in that.

Sigh. I screwed up my life big time.

There's bound to be gossip all around, but I guess I won't care anymore. I mean, avoiding the situation is taking you nowhere. Somebody's got to stand out for their own mistakes, and that's what I'm doing. I'll be admitting my mistakes, and get back on the right track again.

It's all human nature.

I plan to talk about blogging for my oral test. My first choice was photography, but since I am a noob in that, I decided to speak about something I was more fond of. Between music and blogging, I chose blogging, since a lot of people are going to do music, as it is the most relevant topic to talk about.

I actually got number 15 initially, but then I-Xin got number 16, so I decided to switch with someone, and Mun Ee happened to be mutual. So after some switching, I got number 7 and Mun Ee got number 15.

I'm due the Monday after the holiday week. Surprisingly I'm right in front of King Smartypants™, so I guess he's getting some advantages since I'm going first..

Maybe not.

Anyhow I'd better get offline and read the Bible. I shouldn't stay up so late at night just to go online. It's pretty pointless anyway, apart from my interest in blogging and listening to music and working out aerobics to the beat.

I shall leave you with a quick edit of mine.

Scene much?

;)

Temporary relief.

2010-03-10T16:46:00.005+08:00

The exams are finally over. Boy am I relieved of such revelation :)

I'm just disappointed because of two ~~stupid~~ things.

One, all the Smartypants™ totally killed me in Moral. I did horribly :(

Two, my Art is totally horrible. I can never kill King Smartypants™ in anything aite? I mean, he seems to be better than me in EVERYTHING. I mean it!

If you can think of something I am much better at compared to King Smartypants™ or any of my Smartypants™ fiends, I recommend you spill it now, before I degrade myself and feel lower than the gum of my shoe.

Oh wait.. I've achieved that already T_T

So the only thing I'm good at..

..is being weak?

Screw it.

Alright, forget about it. I shouldn't throw my tantrum on my delicate blog. It has feelings too. Well, my readers have feelings.

So I shall not put you down with stupid talks of mine.

Instead, let's move on to an interesting phase.

PHOTOGRAPHY. Passion of mine :D

I've edited some of my old Penang trip photos. I went back to an old folder to reminisce some good old days when all I could see were the bright blue skies and super alfalfa green grass.

Apart from that, I'm also going to Penang next Thursday, so I recalled my previous trip there two years ago. As I was scrolling through my list of photos, I realized something was missing.

I DID NOT EDIT ANY OF MY PHOTOS.

Typical me, who does not like seeing the beauty of the scene go unnoticed, decided to stay up later just to adjust and edit those 2 year old photos. I didn't edit all of them, so here are the lucky few I have managed to work some magic on.

Or at least, I think I have.

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed, sing like a bird, dizzy in the head, spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night :)

Gurney Drive. I enjoy taking strolls there, with the wind blowing, and the scent of the ocean in the air.

Blue skies need no more description, any bluer that would be fiction.

The Penang Bridge, from Jeti Jerejak.

The waters glimmer like diamonds in the sea when the sun plays its part and shines free.

Some flowers outside the balcony of our room in Lone Pine. I'd say this isn't my best flower shot yet.

The view of the sea from Hydro-Majestic, the hotel my parents were staying at.

View from the jetty. This one's pretty cool. Needed a lot of modification until it was deem presentable.

I wouldn't say this is a good picture of beach view, but it's the only one I found fit to be uploaded.

I'm rather glad I wrote this in the sand. It's my trademark, and it hasn't changed.. Yet.

That's my set of edits from the Penang trip 2008.

I can't wait to go to Penang again. I seriously love that place.

The only thing I hate about it is the difficulty of finding Penang Assam Laksa. I mean, that's where it came from, so there's ought to be a lot of places which serve the dish.

WRONG.

There was NO ASSAM LAKSA anywhere. We scouted all the way into Pulau Tikus ("somebody" claimed it was the best place to find) but the closest we got to was some signature Penang curry noodles, which was of course my first experience trying solidified pork blood. It was like jelly and tasted good. I know this may sound disgusting, but I actually thought it was black tofu.

This time, we're only going to Penang for a one day trip. I plan to visit Hard Rock Hotel, as that was my only reason I wanted to go to Penang. I heard it was really music themed, so I was tempted to go and see it myself.

Then maybe if there's time and some extra cash, I'd have English tea with cakes and scones on a three tiered platter in E&O's 1885 restaurant, since we're staying there. It would be most unlikely, but hey, I can dream right?

I'm feeling rather poetic today, hence my "inspiring" descriptions below pictures.

I don't feel like going for Science tuition tonight. If I have to, I'll disguise myself as a chair and seat myself where no one will see me and I can still concentrate in class. Perfect.

NOT.

-___-

Kings of Leon.

2010-03-09T22:03:00.004+08:00

Poolside. Cross process rocks.

This post have nothing to do with Kings of Leon. I just happened to be listening to songs of theirs, Use Somebody and Sex on Fire(and no, I wasn't horny so stfu!).

I was going to write about a couple of things, but I thought I'd just talk about one thing today instead, since I'm really tired and I feel like going to sleep now.

Today is the second last day of term papers. I am most relieved, although I know that Seni and English Paper 1 await me tomorrow. Screw Seni, I'm quite bad at painting and I just hope I-Xin brings the really tiny paintbrush, cuz I really need to use it to paint fine lines.

Photography is nothing like painting. I cannot project the image onto paper via paintbrush. I must resort to the printer instead. Sorry XD

Sivic, KH, BM Paper 1 and Geography today - IT IS FINALLY OVER :DD

Geo was damn easy. Easier than I had expected.. I was smiling like a crazy person throughout the whole time I sat for that paper. It was really so easy, I kept telling everyone how easy it was and I bugged Rachel and I think she's like O_O because of the way I behave lol.

I seriously have to go sleep now.. Gonna print the photo and then read a scripture or something, then off to bed. I may post tomorrow, so expect some photos I edited earlier. Old photos, new edits :)

Kthxbai.

Yesterday and yesterday's tomorrow.

2010-03-03T22:01:00.003+08:00

Written on 02/03/10

I think I'm encountering severe stress and OCD or something.

It's the second time I "think" that I forgot to bring my Science exercise book when the whole time it was right there, in my bag.

It really scares me. My memory is getting worse.

I really need extra sleep and I should really get all my work done. And I still have to study, and sometimes I find that I slack a lot and after I take a huge nap I'm still freaking tired. What the hell do I do?

Sigh, I'd better get back to more work. I'm so tired, my hair is wet, I'm hardly conscious of what I'm really doing, I've got a pile of homework to struggle with and I need to study for the exams. One more day left.. Am I really doomed to succumb in misery due to my failure to memorize anything at all?

I just wish I could stop time for a moment and sleep as long as I want, and then wake up, start the clock again and ready to usher into the hectic high school life once more.

But right now?

I want to sleep.

T_T

______________________________

Okay. That was yesterday.

My first term starts tomorrow. What am I still doing online?

Every time I look at Pui Ee or I-Xin studying with intense eyes and focused minds, I look at myself and wonder..

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?!

I guess I'm not going to put my hopes so high for this exam.. If I do, my heart will shatter into a million pieces..

It sounds drastic, but you have no idea what my parents expect from me. If I drop, a lecture will follow through and I will feel even worse about myself.

I'm already so bad, what do I do?

And the NILAM issue isn't even solved yet.. God, please, please, please make Puan Suzana mark my NILAM so I get it back tomorrow.. Please..

I have to go sleep. Wish me luck.

P.S.:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHI CHAI & CHIEN YI :DD

Greek mythology.

2010-02-27T22:05:00.001+08:00

PERCY JACKSON ROCKS TO THE MAX :DDD

Logan Lerman is (L)

He's so hot and he is so ZOMG-I-don't-know-what-to-say!

Alexandra Daddario is really beautiful, in an elegant way, not the bitchy type.

I've never read the story, so I don't know why there is a one eyed kid in that picture, but it's just so cool. Demigods. Mad wow ;DD

I better go study now ~~I think.~~

Adjustments.

2010-02-25T22:26:00.003+08:00

Studying would be an epic failure right now.

I can't risk this year at all, so I'm going to sign up for tuition instead.

Tomorrow, I will be busy from 8-9.30AM, 1-3PM and 8-10PM. The good news, it's a public holiday. The bad news, it's not a real holiday. FOR ME.

That's why I decided to rest and chill out today, then become a hardworking maniac tomorrow. I know that sounds totally irrelevant and everything needs to be done pronto as my exams start next Thursday.

What a bummer, I know.

Singapore. Not watermarked, but it's my photo.

What I hate most this week, is the sudden amends that have been made.

I know I sound like a wimp when I say I felt sad that I could cry, but realizing that we have our schedule changes and some of my teachers won't be teaching us anymore, is just plain sad.

Puan Suzana, especially, is one of my favourite teachers. She's really a cool English teacher. She gives us essay assignments and get us to do speeches, presentations and other interesting stuff, like our role playing assignment, which cannot be carried out anymore since today was NILAM and tomorrow is a public holiday.

And next week we won't be seeing her again. Sigh.

Writing an essay is one of the ways I express myself, which is through words. I hope Noor Zaida will be alright, and that English lessons will still be as interesting. I just feel so upset knowing that she won't be teaching us anymore.

Today during NILAM at the library, I was sitting at the table she was seated at, and then she told me she wouldn't be teaching us anymore. I would've sworn a wall of tears built up in my eyes, but I blinked them back and remained strong. She told us Noor Zaida would be teaching us, and I was like, "She's okay." Then she asked, "So which teacher is not okay?" I didn't respond, and just faked a smile.

It's really sad.. I wanted to say that she's the coolest, but I didn't. Anyways I can't say I regret it, because moving on is really what life's all about.

I just hope things get better, for real.

Well, there are some things I'm quite satisfied with, such as Mathematics.

I'm so glad we're only having 3 days of Maths in a week. The only thing I'm not happy about is that it's 3 CONSECUTIVE DAYS, back-to-back. So if Neoh gives us a crackload of homework, we're bound to break our skulls and extract our brains in room temperature.

I've got to sort my schedule, but definitely not today.

I think I still have a bit of Maths homework left. Okay, I'll finish that and off to bed I go.

Tuition at 8AM in the morning. I am seriously siao O_O

That's my picture by the way, was just lazy to watermark it.

It's me, it's not the scenery

There's a light that I just can't see

But hopefully, as time fades into reality

I'll find myself busy

And I won't worry if you actually think of me

Because fantasy is strong in my world

I just gradually want to see you drift away from my sight

So if I had studied how to love you

I could learn to kiss you goodbye.

Starstruck (L)

2010-02-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

The cast.

So sweet. Aww :3

Cover.

Sterling Knight. Danielle Campbelle. So sweet together :')

I am so in love with this movie. It rocks to the max :D

I'm gonna finish watching the whole thing now.

STARSTRUCK (L)

I have a tonne of scenes I wanna upload. Maybe next post XD

Colour splash.

2010-02-20T10:42:00.007+08:00

Cheap t-shirts, old blue jeans, big black boots and too much caffeine.

Yeah I'm a smart ass, I'm up tight. I never back down from a fist fight.

Might be why I gotta leave this town again.

Today is the 20th of February.

I'm sorry for the really blurred face photo but that's the only "acceptable" one I've got ~~I think.~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA QIN/CACING/NERDY CATERPILLAR!!!

You're still as cute as ever :D But you're same height as I-Xin. Making progress! WELL DONE!!!

Haha, have a great 15th :)

# 2

February is about to come to an end. Which means I have to blog more so that my blog doesn't seem so dead. It feels really disappointing looking at that archive and realizing I've only done 5 posts in the month.

SO HERE IS MORE CONTENT!!!

These are all my colour splash pictures that I edited. All these pictures were taken during Chinese New Year, and edited immediately after I got back from my hometown. The rest of the edits are on Facebook, but since the topic is Colour Splash, I only uploaded those of that criteria.

If you haven't seen them yet, here they are. On my blog.

I hope you enjoyed my collection of colour splash. Feel free to comment on them, either on my ShoutMix or Facebook album.

I have a passion for photography, so yeah, I'd definitely love to hear what you have to say, constructive criticism or not.

Oh and I've decided to get the Canon EOS 450D. Now all I have to do is discuss with my mum and see if she'll buy it for me.

Thanks Jia Xiang for the DSLR recommendations. I appreciate it :D

I think that concludes this post. I'll find more interesting things to post about soon, I hope. After all, monthly exam is next month and there's lots of studying and picking up of books I have to do.

TTFN (I haven't used this in a while).

P.S. : The pictures were taken with my sister's Olympus M1040 digital camera ^^ (except the blurr photo of Jia Qin)

Slacking about.

2010-02-18T23:35:00.004+08:00

Before I continue..

GONG XI FA CAI/XING NIAN KUAI LE/HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

and

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

I know this is way overdue, I'm sorry guys.

I'm really too lazy to do a proper update.

Now, I'm just gonna post two things here.

Number 1 :

We Are The World, the latest cover.

Personally, I prefer the older version better. At least it sounds more original and all that stuff. This version includes rap, and Justin Bieber's voice at the beginning of the song, which was really a bad way to begin (no offence to Bieber fans).

I think I liked Jennifer Hudson, Nicole Scherzinger, Josh Groban, Celine Dion and a few other decent sounds of the entire cast. Frankly I prefer We Are The World 25 years ago than the one today. Sorry fellas, but some people ~~like Bieber~~ probably shouldn't have been in there.

Number 2 :

Go to my Chinese New Year photo album on Facebook. I'm not done with it completely, but here are a few of my favorite edits that I've uploaded. I hope you like them too. And in case you were wondering, I did not use Photoshop at all. In fact, I don't even have Photoshop.

I'll be busy tomorrow, so it is rather unlikely that I will blog tomorrow. But if I do, I guess you can say it's a good thing :)

P.S. : I've combined CNY and Valentine's Day greetings - Beloved Chinese New Year :D

Lack of time.

2010-02-10T23:06:00.003+08:00

I've been really busy these days and I'm absolutely positive that I will be in this condition for months to come, before PMR. After that, everything will fall into place and I can enjoy myself for a while, before thinking of career options, university talks and deciding the path which I will take in life.

I will update this blog as often as I can, preferably with useful content. I've been thinking a lot about it lately, handling this reader-less blog and going through life and stuff etcetera.

There's school, curriculum, tuition, my little job at home and this blog to care for.

So if you're one of those avid readers that stay tuned for content, it means extra effort on living this blog up. I hope you're satisfied so far, there is nothing much to say about anyway.

Perhaps I will blog after Chinese New Year. But I'll see first.

I have to bai lin at family, friends and relatives houses. I have to get started on the baking. I have to find sources for my project(s). I have holiday homework. And I also have errands to run, and my DSLR is still a blueprint of the current emphasis.

This post has to come to an end right here. I am tired.

Did I mention we now have a Sivic teacher? Which means no extra four periods(plus ACTL) to finish incomplete work and assignments.

Less time, more pressure. Time planning should be consistent. Unfortunately for me, I am far behind consistent. I am at a fork of a road although I know very well which path is right. But what if it's hard work?

The pressure is definitely on. I can bet a hundred bucks (or more) that my parents expect me to score straight As for PMR. Then there will be SPM, which I fear the most will be Moral and Sejarah. I hate those two subjects. But anyhow, it definitely depends on who is teaching the subject. I like my current Sejarah teacher. She's practical.

Everyone expects me to rise and stay at the top. To beat the two smartest guys in the class is a challenge. Everyone thinks I'm a genius. I'm seriously not one. Mum says geniuses are simply inventors. So it makes more sense to think that I am an intellectual.

Intellectual. That just adds more emphasis to the current pressure on the rise.

Thus ends my post.

For the sake.

2010-02-08T22:20:00.008+08:00

I've continued a few pages of Brisingr. I'm putting it on hiatus for a while, until I'm able to pick it up and finish it in a jiffy, which will most probably be after PMR, since I have 300 over pages left to go.

I can't bear to see my dead blog, well, uh, DEAD.

So I will do a little update.

I'll be going back to Ipoh this Friday, and then drive up to Kedah on Saturday.

I've sorted out my Chinese New Year clothes, but mum insists I need to wear something "red" and "new" on the first day of CNY. I was planning on my boyfriend shirt with a clincher with black shorts since I have nothing else deem fit for the occasion.

Why does it have to be red?

I'd rather wear gold. I like gold. It's shimmery. Or shimmery purple. Or animal prints.

Have I mentioned I'm mad in love with animal prints? Especially shimmery leopard prints! Snow leopard prints! Black zebra stripes with crazy neon, funky, bright colours!

I'd like to take a picture of the clothes I bought for Chinese New Year but unfortunately for me, my sister's camera USB cable is missing and my dad's card reader doesn't work.

I am in dire need of my new DSLR. Like pronto.

Besides, I'm going to need it for my History project. We just got the guidelines today, and we're suppose to do a folio regarding local festivities. My first thought was Thaipusam but then everyone screamed CNY so I was like yeah, sure of course, CNY would be cool.

At least cooler than visiting Batu Caves.

I'll be needing my camera to take pictures during the festivities and all that other stuff. Last year we didn't have a lion dance performance, unfortunately. I hope we'll have it again this year, so maybe if I have a chance, I can snap some pictures of the performance and use it in my project.

Photography is my passion. Every photo I take has to be perfect.

Okay maybe not this one. And it doesn't count anyway. I-Xin took it. LOL.

But there's always payback.

I-Xin ~~really really doesn't like~~ hates bubble tea.

Orgasmic faces. Lol.

Anyway I really do hope I get the DSLR so I can start my History project.

Dii says I should get bangs. I like my hair when I don't tie it up, but when I get bangs, I will probably look like a madwoman when I let my hair down. It probably works in school but, oh well. I'll just get a long fringe then.

So far these are the things I've gotten for CNY.

1. Ripped gray and pink long leggings.

2. Brown printed tee.

3. Black clincher.

4. Black minidress/long blouse.

Apparently my list isn't complete. And I feel like buying flats and boots. Like knee high boots. And when I'm talking flats I'm saying fringed, studded, suede or leather flats. That'll be cool.

I didn't get that miniature clip on classic hat and French style hair band yet. Damnuts.

I think I'll go get a red plaid blouse, or a gold shimmery top and I'll probably be satisfied.

Last Saturday was Nicky's birthday. I didn't get her anything, so yesterday I baked cupcakes and made a little glaze on the top as Nicky's birthday gift.

I gave it to her this morning. I hope she's happy with em.

I hope she's happy with those cupcakes. I was pretty worried she wouldn't like it due to the pink-ness of the glaze, which everyone will probably mistake as colouring (that's another story).

Thanks mum for helping me make the box. That's why it turned out so pretty and shimmery. I like shiny. I like shimmery. I like glittery. I like em' all :DD

I'm planning to bake more cupcakes for Valentine's Day/Singles Awareness Day. Nazira demands two cupcakes with the initials MJ which stand for Martin Johnson. He's a real hottie aite? Lol XD I'll work on it.

I just need a proper recipe for chocolate frosting and some icing. Perhaps I could use some whipped cream instead?

I've made a list in my head on who I'm going to give little gifts to for Valentine's Day/Singles Awareness Day. They'll came later than that as CNY falls on the same day, but I'll keep you very minimal number of readers posted :)

You guys had better read my blog because I spent time posting this post. It's 10.57 and way past curfew, and with a hectic schedule I've to take care of, you'd better appreciate everything I'm doing.. OR ELSE..

I was only kidding. But if you're reading my blog, you have my gigantic enormous thanks ;DD

Without my small number of readers, I think my blog would be like dead crap. Oh wait, it's passing out already XD

I'm off to bed. I'll blog some other time, hopefully the time I get my new DSLR. Stay tuned.

Thank you post.

2010-02-05T21:54:00.004+08:00

Thanks for being there for me :)

Thanks to all of you guys, I'm feeling much better now.

Thanks Dii. For your amazing effort on trying to cheer me up. I don't know what I'd do if you were gone.. I'd be the only one there :'(

Thanks I-Xin. For telling me to smile. You finally said something reasonable ;DD

Thanks Nicole. For standing up for me. It's alright though :D

Thanks Pui Ee. For the tissue and compliments when I was nothing.

Thanks Anisa. For the great encouragement.

Thanks Men Yee. For reminding me that crying makes me wrinkly XD

Thanks Patrick. For your concern. And I hope your promise that we'll talk soon is kept.

Thank you everyone.

I couldn't have survived secondary school without you guys.

I will try not to blame myself for everything. When I don't, it always seems that I am the blame. But I am so confused, I don't know what else is there.

I am blogging with my sister's brand new red Dell Inspiron laptop. The picture above was in her computer, so I decided to use it, since it clicked with stuff and all that.

I'm alright now. Don't worry, if you are worried. I'm doing fine.

Thanks so much guys.

P.S. : Sorry Jia Wen for always singing in class and being lame and un-emo, because that's the only way I keep myself happy. I do listen to you. I just don't know what to say. Please don't blame me for whatever I have done, I truly apologize. Sometimes I don't know what to do when I see you upset.. I am really stupid ain't I? And it's not that Dii and I-Xin aren't listening, they are. They just don't find the words to say.. And same goes to me. I just wish things were simpler.

I'll continue praying.

My sister is reminding me of curfew. There's school tomorrow. I'm offline.

Thanks once more, and goodnight.

Natural disasters.

2010-01-29T20:19:00.007+08:00

I'm sure you have heard about the recent earthquake that occured in Haiti. It's really a sad thing to hear about it, as many lives were sacrificed and a lot of people were injured and lost their homes.

I'm just going to slot in an article by BBC, since I am unable to generate any content at the moment.

A massive 7.0-magnitude earthquake has struck the Caribbean nation of Haiti.

The extent of the devastation is still unclear but there are fears thousands of people may have died.

Haiti's worst quake in two centuries hit south of the capital Port-au-Prince on Tuesday, wrecking the presidential palace, UN HQ and other buildings.

A "large number" of UN personnel were reported missing by the organisation. Many people have spent the night outside amid fears of more aftershocks.

The Red Cross says up to three million people have been affected.

Describing the earthquake as a "catastrophe", Haiti's envoy to the US said the cost of the damage could run into billions.

A number of nations, including the US, UK and Venezuela, are gearing up to send aid.

The quake, which struck about 15km (10 miles) south-west of Port-au-Prince, was quickly followed by two strong aftershocks of 5.9 and 5.5 magnitude.

The tremor hit at 1653 (2153 GMT) on Tuesday, the US Geological Survey said. Phone lines to the country failed shortly afterwards.

There is still no official word on casualties and the extent of the devastation is only now becoming clearer with dawn breaking.

China has already indicated in reports in state media that eight of its peacekeepers are buried and feared dead, with another 10 unaccounted for.

To read the rest of the article >> http://news.bbc .co.uk/2/hi/8455629.stm

A lot of people, especially peacemakers and people who work for the United Nations were either unaccounted for or died in the disaster. It's really a sad tale, to think of the people, who have been fighting and speaking for rights and justice in this world, gone just like that.

May all victims rest in peace, and God have mercy on each and every one of us.

I'm only talking about the Haiti Earthquake because I have nothing to blog about, and it has been a week I have not updated.

I've been really busy with school work, koku and a lot of other activities, I just don't see what is there to blog about, apart from what I have been doing recently, which is pretty much the same thing and boring shat. So yeah, you get my point.

I wanted to cook this week since I get paid for every dinner meal, but Xiu Xiu Ah Yee just got her first salary, and Teng Teng is back as well, so we're going out to eat dinner. Mum says I can cook for Saturday, but I guess I'm thinking of breakfast. How about pancakes tomorrow?

Every time I think about the new camera I'm gonna get, I become cheerful and it's like there's hope and the feeling of starting afresh starts wafting across in this polluted air, covering all it's deformity. I guess it's a hyperbole of saying so, but I can't help it. It's a feeling.

This is why I want a HDR lens so much. This is what I can come up with.

My classroom Maths teacher is apparently kiasu. She's already finished Circles and she's just started on Statistics II. I'm going to try my best to catch up with her. Same goes to my History teacher. Within a month, she has already completed 2 chapters. Bravo lol.

Chinese New Year is on the way.. I don't think I'm allowed to go shopping. Which means no new t-shirts. And no interesting stuff. Plain old, plain old. Sigh.

I have nothing more to say. I had lunch at 4PM, and now I'm certain I'm really late for dinner. I think I'll munch on some soynuts.

Okay I was kidding I don't have any soynuts at home. I'll go get a biscuit or something.

Just a puppet on a lonely string, oh who would ever wanna be king?

- Viva La Vida, Coldplay

Chasing illusions.

2010-01-22T21:47:00.003+08:00

I know it's been a week alright, and I haven't updated anything for the past seven days.

I've been really busy with homework, assignments and even trouble with transport from school back home.

I guess life has been moving rapidly, but nothing much has changed.

Okay fine. Some things have changed. But others just haven't.

Not that I expect every year to be different.. I know it won't be that way. It's just, things have been out of hand lately.

Tomorrow there's cross country run. It's not really a cross country anyway, just run from the school front and then up Changkat Bukit Utama to the Sony building, then head down and run back to school. Again, this is seriously boring as we don't pass cool landmarks or interesting sights on the way, unlike real cross country runs.

Every single year they have this, and I don't bother much I guess. But somehow, this year I'm more enthusiastic and rooting to move faster than I have the previous years. I walk pretty fast, especially in a rush, so all I have to do is keep my pace right and not get appendix on the way.

For someone who's constantly on the run with heavy bags, I'm guessing the weight's off and I'm gonna do the best I can tomorrow. Who cares if I'm not in Top 20? My goal is to move faster, nothing much I guess.

I mean, we didn't actually practice. All we did was ~~walk~~run two rounds around the school field and one round around the court. And the rest of practice was only stoning.

Green house, green house, we're the best!

Green house, green house, we own the rest!

Green house!

Green house!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, I know. The slogan is like so freaking long. And like Ka Yan said, if we lose in some event, that'll be really epic embarrassment. Lol.

I like my number though. HP 309. WOOT :DD

I'm rooting for Patrick to get Top 10 this year. If I'm hyper you might spot a girl in a cyan green shirt and noob school pants running while cheering like a mad person. See, I told you I was enthusiastic XD

Haha but don't get any ideas -.-

I'm currently watching 1957 Hati Malaya on Youtube. I'm actually engrossed in it. I'm starting to appreciate Malaysian history as time goes by. Go check it out, if you want a clearer view of Malaya back in the day. It does help with improving your Sejarah marks as well.

I don't have much to say, and this is my little update so far. But I will end this post with a few pictures to compensate for the lack of content on my blog.

The lasagna I baked last weekend. Yes, I know, very burnt. My first try.

ZOMG it's like really yummy. I'm not saying that because I made it, I'm saying that because it's true!

With flash.

Without flash.

A little piece?

Okay I know I caused some hungry stomachs to growl.

So that's it. I'm offline. Gonna continue the movie tomorrow. Kbye.

Epic parody.

2010-01-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

By yours truly. ME XD

It started off as a Tweet, and then I kept going and going and you have a song.

Tik Tok by Kesha - Typical school day parody lol.

Wake up in the morning heard The Climb by Miley

Toss and turn on the mattress

The song is irritating me

Get ready

Gulp breakfast down my trachea wall

Cuz today's gonna be a freaking long day..

I'm talking socks stuck to my toes, toes

With a stupid pinafore, fore

Boys flirt with other girls, girls..

Sit in class feeling so sleepy

Later I have P.E.

Just feeling freaking lazy..

Bus stop, books will drop

Teacher blow my IQ off

Tonight, I'm online, staying until midnight

Tick tock on the clock

And then it's time to get up, oh..

NO NO NO, NO NO NO!

Ain't got a care in the world

But got plenty of work

I've got money in the pocket but canteen sell no beer

Now no one's lining up, I can't get to my food

Unless I squeeze between two jocks who have an odour I fear

I'm tellin' ya, everyone really stunk skunk

Boys and their armpit junk junk

Wanna smack em' cuz they blocked the front, front..

I'm not, not going til' I get my lunch

Or the prefects kick their arse

The prefects kick their arse

PRE-PRE KICK THEIR ***!!!

Bus stops, books will drop,

Teacher blow my head off

Tonight, I'mma write about a student's rights

Tick tock on the clock

Then it's time to get up, oh..

NO NO NO, NO NO NO!!!

(Teacher) You build it up

That pile of junk

That's lying on my table

With as-sign-ments

E-ve-ry-day

You make me mad now I've lost it

(Teacher) You built it up

My tired brain

I think it's mal-func-tio-ning..

Who hasn't done, the-ir homework? Put my hands up!!!

And the drama don't stop until PMR..

Bus stops, books will drop

Teacher blow my mind off

Tonight, I'mma curse that principal then tell my mum goodnight..

Tick tock on the clock, oh shit it's October, walao!

Uh oh, NO! Uh oh NO!!!!

*screams* PMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How did you like it?

Haha nothing much to say about today. Just wanted to post this.

Don't Kanye me or I'll Chris Brown you XD

And the clock keeps ticking.

2010-01-14T18:29:00.004+08:00

Will watermark it later.

It's almost the end of the second week of January 2010. How have I done so far?

Well, today I was scared shit in school when I saw someone I didn't want to see. I spent 6 years of in my primary school in horror because of this someone, and when I went to BU3, this person was one of the reasons why I was so happy to be leaving TTDI.

And today?

THIS PERSON SHOWED UP IN MY SCHOOL.

Why wouldn't she just go away, get lost and hyperventilate out of my life forever?

Haven't you ruined my life enough?

And if she doesn't leave, I WILL. I want to see how long can she stalk me.. I have been living in horror for the past 6 years in primary and now you come back to take revenge on me? I don't even want to think about the past and my worst nightmare shows up right smack in my school.

I think I almost cried today. I was so afraid.

But you know what?

Dii is right. I shouldn't let myself down because of someone who has tried to ruin it all for me before. I should just ignore her and move on with my own life, because why would I live in fear because of someone like her?

God is almighty. We all know that. So what makes this fear of mine any sense at all?

I'll stop right here regarding this subject.

_______________________

Yesterday was a complete rush from school to koku and then heading towards homework and finally, tuition. I guess I pulled it off again this time, with homework outnumbering the hours in a day I have. But when I finished them I realized that it doesn't necessarily take hours to get something done. Just do it quick, and do it slick.

I was really too lazy to get started on my English essay about "My Friend", but the moment I picked up my pen and started writing, a sudden rush of ideas entered my brain and I allowed it to flow out in the form of words. I was really satisfied with my essay when I had completed it, and I was even more excited to hand it in during English tomorrow.

But guess what?

I FORGOT TO BRING IT TO SCHOOL.

I tore it out from my test pad and then left it somewhere before having my dinner and rushing off for tuition. And this morning I completely forgot I had torn it apart from my test pad.

I was really pissed with myself by then. Could the day get any worse?

I had no appetite during recess (refer to the top please kthx) and I only shared fries with Dii. By KH a werewolf was howling in my stomach. After KH I went back to class and then I tore some of Pui Ee's Cinnabon. It was nice, but I guess it didn't fill my stomach. I drank loads of water and I think it made me feel like I was having beri-beri or something, because I was hungry but my stomach had a swelling sensation. Uh, yuck -___-

Mum finally agreed to get me a camera, with the condition that I pay back by installments. Okay T_T That still sucks but that means I still have a chance to buy a camera. Initially I was raving mad about a DSLR, but then after a while, I guess I realized the trouble with having a DSLR, which I have gained the knowledge through various blogs and sites, which is..

1. Large picture sizes. Source? Nicolekiss. She stated in her blog in a recent post that ever since she has been making full use of her DSLR, all her huge pictures have been taking up a lot of space in her hard disk and she has to buy another one for more space. That's a bummer.

2. A DSLR is heavier than a compact digicam. Which means all the trouble of balancing on a shelf or a stick or whatever will no longer exist.. Instead sturdier accessories are needed. So I'll have to get a long tripod. Oh and I was comparing facts in my head so yeah, fact by me lol.

3. A DSLR is bulky. I'll have to go through all the trouble of getting a proper camera bag and have the extra weight every event I go to which requires me to snap pictures. The smallest DSLR I've known so far also requires a special bag to fit it inside to avoid any painful "injury" to it. Also fact made in head.

4. Things like these get stolen easily. I don't have a number on how many cameras have been stolen so far, even that I know of, but that's my father's POV and I respect it so it's here lol.

Okay I think that's about it.

Based on the reasons above, I have been wondering if there is something that works like a DSLR and is as compact as a digicam.

Well?

If you have any suggestions of anything between a DSLR and a digital camera, please let me know. Your comments are highly appreciated.

Frankly, I don't have a budget set, since I will have to pay up all the money regardless the cost of the gadget, but preferably I'd set a budget of RM 2K, so you can offer the best of your suggestions.

Moving along..

We're back to school. I guess I've been improving in Science, or maybe my skills in Maths are decreasing whatsoever. My plan is to quickly end the syllabus for more time to revise Form 1 and Form 2.

Desmond's epic in this one. He's like a mini tuition teacher. He just refreshed my memory on Science Form 1 and 2(part of it anyway) on MSN by asking me questions. Certain topics I am able to hold firm upon, however there are chapters which I am unsure of.

Which brings me back to making more goals for the day to study or spend more time on books than on the computer. And of course, we shall not forget the Holy Bible.

I have some stupid PJK homework to finish up at the moment. Miss Pearl is our PJK teacher, which means the homework must be completed. She seems stern. And I have no doubt she IS stern.

And to end all of this?

KTHXBAI.

Religious? I'd say INSECURE.

2010-01-09T21:15:00.004+08:00

I've finally found something interesting to blog about. Something I strongly feel about.

3 Malaysian churches attacked in 'Allah' dispute

KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia – Religious tensions in Muslim-majority Malaysia turned violent Friday with firebomb attacks on three churches following a court decision that allows Christians to translate God as Allah.

"Allah is only for us," said a poster waved at one of at least two protests outside mosques in Kuala Lumpur on Friday, the Muslim holy day.

Many Muslims are angry about a Dec. 31 High Court decision overturning a government ban on Roman Catholics' using "Allah" for God in the Malay-language edition of their main newspaper, the Herald.

The ruling also applies to the ban's broader applications, such as Malay-language Bibles, 10,000 copies of which were recently seized by authorities because they translated God as Allah.

"We will not allow the word Allah to be inscribed in your churches," a speaker shouted over a loudspeaker at the Kampung Bahru mosque.

The Herald says its Malay edition is read mainly by Christian indigenous tribes in the remote states of Sabah and Sarawak.

But the government contends that making Allah synonymous with God may confuse Muslims and ultimately mislead to them into converting to Christianity, a punishable offense in Malaysia despite a constitution that guarantees freedom of religion.

It suggests using "Tuhan," but Christians say Tuhan is more like "Lord," and can't replace "Allah."

Leading Muslim scholars, activists and opposition politicians have supported the Christians' right to call God Allah, and Friday's protests were relatively small, with most of the congregation ignoring them.

Still, the unprecedented church attacks compounded the difficulties for a country that prides itself on having managed to maintain broad harmony among a mix of racial and religious gaps. About 9 percent of Malaysia's 28 million people are Christian, including 800,000 Catholics, most of whom are ethnic Chinese or Indian. Muslims are 60 percent.

Minorities have long complained of discrimination. The government refuses to allow construction of new churches and temples, court verdicts in religious disputes usually favor Muslims, and an array of laws guarantee preferential treatment for Malays, the dominant and largely Muslim ethnic group, in jobs, housing and education.

"The distrust has always been there but now the minorities in Malaysia feel that they are under siege," saidJames Chin, who teaches political science at the Monash University in Malaysia.

The Allah ban is unusual in the Muslim world. The Arabic word is commonly used by Christians to describe God in such countries as Egypt and Syria. The confiscated Bibles came from neighboring Indonesia, an overwhelmingly Muslim country.

Bassilius Nassour, a Greek Orthodox bishop in Damascus, called the Malaysian government's position "shameful."

"It shows Malaysia to be a backward, pagan state because God teaches freedom for everyone, and the word 'Allah' is for everyone," he said.

Some government critics suggest the Allah ban is designed to win back Muslim voters who deserted Prime Minister Najib Razak's United Malays National Organization party in the 2008 general election — a charge Najib denies. He condemned the church attacks and promised the government would "take whatever steps it can to prevent such acts."

Since the court ruling, hateful comments and threats against Christians have been posted widely on the Internet, but the attacks in suburban Kuala Lumpur, the capital, mark the first time that the Allah controversy has resulted in vandalism.

In the worst incident, the ground-floor office of the three-story Metro Tabernacle Church was gutted by a firebomb thrown by attackers on motorcycles, police said. The upstairs prayer halls were undamaged.

Two other churches were attacked hours later, one suffering minor damage while the other was undamaged.

At least one other church canceled its Friday Mass and locked its doors, fearing an attack.

"We never know what might happen because the situation is so tense," said the Rev. Father Paulino Miranda of the Church of Divine Mercy in Shah Alam, the capital of Selangor state.

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Associated Press writers Eileen Ng, Julia Zappei and Sean Yoong contributed to this report.

Credits to Yahoo! News.

Religious much?

It's a really sensitive issue in Malaysia, when you speak of religion. Despite Malaysia being a country where there is "freedom of religion", I need not deter about the truth in that description.

I think you can see with your own eyes very well, what is happening in the society today.. What have some "religious" Muslims succumbed to? Burning churches?

First of all, I would like to ask..

WHY ARE YOU SO ANGRY BECAUSE "THE WORD" IS USED IN A CATHOLIC NEWSPAPER?

I do not see why one word could cause such a mighty fuss about. If your God is as great as you say, then why are you so insecure and against the use of "THE WORD" among the Christian society?

I find that it is rather a nuisance.

There's never a reason for violence, not for anyone.

I believe that if the dictionary has translated God into "THE WORD", I do not think it is such a big deal. I certainly do not think it should have been translated that way, but I think that burning down a church is a very serious offence, for such detest.

In a way, it proves they take their religion seriously. In another aspect, it shows how insecure some people are.

I have never read the Quran before, or whatsoever, but I do think violence is not the solution. And if your faith in your God is so strong, you should not have acted in such a way that brings your religion to shame. Well, there is no reason or explanation why such attacks had occurred, unless of course your own holy book commands you to behave as such.

I will not further discuss this or say anymore, but I do think that this is a very serious, yet sensitive topic, and people could get beheaded for speaking their mind in Malaysia.

But I impose my right and my liberty. Although I am not a Catholic, I am a Pentecostal, I SHALL FIRMLY STATE THAT THERE IS NEVER A REASON FOR VIOLENCE.

God never meant for it to be that way. Maybe I do not understand the bible enough. I certainly do not understand their religion as well.

However, I believe that in order to achieve peace in Malaysia, and to fulfill the 1Malaysia propaganda, we must act properly and not go beyond the limits that will lead to our own self destruction. I do not wish to see Malaysia crumble before my own eyes, and unless you are a prodigal citizen, I'm sure none of you want to see Malaysia die. Except Singaporeans, maybe.

That's all I have to say, and there is need of more prayer for the nation. And the harvest is ripe. What we lack are laborers.

Let us all unite in Christ and go out into the world to save the rest of mankind that have not known the gospel of Jesus Christ.

P.S.: This is a sensitive issue. No offense meant to any Muslims. It's a point of view. Take note.

And thanks Hon for telling me how to use blockquote XD

I've found time.

2010-01-05T17:21:00.002+08:00

To post, that is.

School started yesterday by the way. It's the fifth today, and the tension has already begun to rise. This year is a crucial year, yes I get it. YOU CAN STOP NOW LOL.

My day yesterday was pretty great. I was so excited to come back to school, and I missed everyone so badly, I think I screamed at the sight of my awesome friends. It was really something I felt happy about, although it was pretty minor, I'd say.

I think I've never been happier, if compared to last year's mayhem.

Okay so I'mma fast forward from the lessons to recess. Recess was at 10.50AM, which was with the Form 4 and 5s, so I couldn't recess with Rachel or Justin or Charlotte. But oh well :/ I-Xin thought all the boys supersized but then I figured it was the upper forms that made it look so serious what turf man =.='

I like the new canteen system, but I don't like it that we're recessing with upper sec people. I mean, they hog the entire counter so we can't like uh, squeeze in and get our food because we can't move in between giants.

The only thing I'm happy about is that there's good food in school now :D Everything is so freaking organized. They have stations for different food, and it's a lot better compared to last two years. I bought curry noodles yesterday and when I settled down to eat, I was like "OMG THEY SELL CURRY MEE! HOW COOL IS THAT???". Haha.

Okay, I overreacted. But hey, they had really good curry mee. WITH SI HAM!!! WOOT XD

Jia Wen bought fishball noodles, exactly when recess ended. She still continued eating slowly although we were all late. And we couldn't leave because she gave us, the GLARE. And then I was like, SPEED UP, WILL YOU?! But then she glared and just continued eating at normal pace. Finally she finished her food and we all got to leave.

Then after school, had to go to the front gate cuz I have a new transporter now, so I just followed Rachel. We both crossed the road then stood on that grassy plain like noobs lol. Waited like half an hour for our transporter to come but in the end my sister spotted her and we all got to go home.

Just as I arrived, Carlos called the house and asked if I need a ride to tuition. I completely forgot about tuition lol. So in the end he said get ready by 5.30PM.

Ate lunch, went upstairs, sort out the forms and all, then spared some online time. After that, had to bath and leave for tuition.

Tuition was okay. Jasmine came :)

Okay I'm too lazy to continue.

Today was alright, everything seemed uh, okay? Haha.

I fell asleep in class while doing the PMD. Woke up because my teacher pulled the paper off my grasp and then I was like huh? O_O Then she asked "Kamu letih ke?", which I just nodded to.

Oh yeah, during Moral, [insert female teacher's name here] came into class as replacement teacher(I think). I asked to go to the toilet and then guess what?

SHE LOUDLY EXCLAIMED "TOILET???"

In front of the entire class, 3A plus 3B.

What turf -___- So embarrassing lah.

And then after that she went and lecture the class about the "virtues of going to the toilet" and then about why girls can have partner to go to the toilet whereas boys must go alone, which slowly moved on to boy fights and ugh. You name it, we probably said it already. The class was like laughing, and I could see Ka Yan smirking in front of me trying not to laugh. I-Xin, Jia Wen were all with the 'Haha, what turf?!' expressions on their faces.

Then she finally gave me the pass and allowed me to leave class. And don't be out more than 10 minutes. What turf man. After all that embarrassment.

We also signed up for our co curriculum today. I decided to go for Leo Club, to see what it was all about. Everyone was asking me what the heck is Leo and I was like "Something like charity lah" the whole time. And then I-Xin and I decided to go for St. John again this year, and we both stuck with badminton for sports. I-Xin joined Chinese Society, since she didn't really found anything else interesting.

So much for joining music and choir this year. Fail.

St. John means exam. Exam means pressure. Pressure means regret.

Wait, there are no regrets in life, just lessons.

Anyway..

From behind, I could see everything that was happening around me. But what particularly caught my eye was the both of them, with smiles on each others faces. And with another hand on his back, I could see, a new friendship had flourished. There was no hatred, no anger, it was all peace of mind for both of them. The barrier was finally destroyed, and with it gone, freedom filled the air.

As for me, nothing could make me a happier person :)

Sure, I may have to sacrifice all my feelings, throw away all that was behind me, consume virtual painkillers in order to stay this way and to make things better, but to see someone with joy in their heart, it is something that I am proud of.

It has only been day two, however, I am really satisfied with how far I have been able to resist, maybe my habit is still there, but I have been able to avoid words for the entire day. I am not completely healed, my wound is still there, bleeding once in a while, but I know that one day, I will find someone that will love me for who I am, in the near future, when I am mature enough to understand love.

I really have a hard time trying to overcome my feelings, but it is definitely not impossible. I say so many things about how I don't believe in Romeo and Juliet, mocking tragic love stories as they are(I still think that the Twilight Saga is way too pathetic), but somehow, deep inside of me, I believe in love. I just don't think that true love should come this early.. I am too young to know what it really is.

And who I really am?

A girl who is really curious, who lives two lives because of unspecified reason, but trying her best, never giving up on anything, especially overcoming my feelings towards this boy. I really want him to be happy, and even if we can't be friends and I have to let it all go, I know that someday I will get a good return out of this, regardless what it may be. I want him to be happy, and most importantly, myself to be happy. So I will continue to strive and turn myself away from this boy, for the sake of myself and his sake. I gave him half of my heart, but I won't ask him to return it to me. I don't want to mend it.

I want to grow it back.

A new heart, to fill that hole that has been left barren for a while. I really love that boy, I will never deny, if it is even called love. Which is why I choose to harden myself and act all hardcore I-don't-freaking-care-hahaha when I'm truly hurt inside.

These days have been really great. I don't feel so hurt anymore, although it bleeds for awhile. I still have a bandage on that half of my heart, but the other half.. Will grow back. Perfectly :)

We cannot be friends.. But I am happy to see that you have found a new friend. A friend you truly must cherish.. He is a good guy, I see it inside of him, although he treats me coldly. I understand he has had requirements to fulfill, but now, he is free.

And I really want to thank my best friend. I wish you all the best :) And I would like to thank my uh, online friend lol. For listening to me rant. You guys know who you are.

That's all for today.

Happy New Year.

2010-01-01T15:06:00.003+08:00

I'm going multilingual today!

Feliz Año Nuevo.

Bonne année.

Gutes Neues Jahr.

S Novym Godom.

Hauouli Makahiki Hou.

La Multi Ani.

Akemashite Omedetou Gozaimasu.

Buon Capo d'Anno.

I'm leaving it up to you to guess which greeting is used in which language. There are Spanish, Japanese, Romanian, Italian, Hawaiian, French, Russian and German.

No matter what language we speak, every wish that comes from the heart means the same thing, in a unique way of its own.

I experience nostalgia as I have been dreaming of the same person for the past two nights, which brings me back to 2009. It sort of scares me, but I'm sure God will lead me back into the light and I won't be feeling nostalgic any longer.

Nevertheless,

Happy New Year everyone.

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2012 your head lah!!! Still got two more years lah oi -___- Some more God never say end of the world also.. God never confirm then don't talk rubbish lah XD

Manglish humour perhaps? O_O

La Saint-Sylvestre (New Year's Eve).

2009-12-31T12:30:00.007+08:00

So 2009 ends today.

It's the 31st of December, which also happens to be my great friend, Melvina's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVINA :D

Anyhow, I slept at 12.30 AM yesterday, as my usual sleeping time during the hols are when it hits the following day. And I wanted to wish Melvina at midnight. I was slightly late but hey, the thought that counts :)

Looking back at the hols, I realize this is what I have been doing every day. It has become my routine, sad to say.

I wake up in the morning with a throbbing head and a vacuum cleaner blasting outside my bedroom, whenever the part-time cleaner comes over to do her job. I wash up and other stuff I do in the morning, then I went downstairs to watch TV, like I do every day during the hols.

And then at midday, I would go online and remain in the same state for another 5 hours or so. Then at six, I would have my dinner. After dinner, I usually stay in my room and do random things and wait until 8PM, when I will go online again. If there are interesting shows on the telly, I go to my mother's room and watch TV until my show has ended, and then I resume going online.

I usually sleep at midnight, or later than that. My latest time is 1.45AM. Record breaker on myself.

Today, it is the last day of 2009 and I would like to do something meaningful today. ~~But I have not figured out anything yet.~~

But now, I intend to jot down the things I did this year. They are in no particular order.

The Good

I met Katy Perry's mother, who is a pastor. She came to our church.

I went to Starbucks for the first time and bought my first green tea frappucino at 10.30 AM in the morning nearby my hotel while I was in Singapore.

I got number 3 in class for the final semester.

I managed a 100 for Mathematics during my finals.

I went for an outing with my awesome classmates, I-Xin, Jia Wen, Pui Ee and Nicole.

I went to Malacca for two days, then a week later I took off to Singapore and had the most amazing experience ever!

I went to Carine's house this year, for the first time after such a long time and had tonnes of fun with Bryan, Carine and Desmond.

I did a countdown and spammed I-Xin's and Desmond's profile kao kao XD

I had the longest poke marathon with Eu Jing! POKE!

I bought Nerds for the first time in my life, and got them in Singapore.

I managed to maintain my blog and now it's got more than a hundred posts.

I learned a lot of new things, like how to clean toilets lol.

I managed to stay on a diet for the longest time ever.

For the first time ever, studying Science worked for me and I got a whopping A for finals.

I found myself a great guy best friend at the end of the year. And yes, referring to previous post, you know who it is lol.

Walked to SK1 and arrived in time to witness my sister getting her 5As. Sweetest thing ever. I almost cried lol.

I had an enjoyable Harvest party despite how I did not plan it and I only went with the flow. My mum and I managed to pull of a first time dish and life rhocks :D

My birthday this year, 09.09.09 was the best birthday of all! I truly enjoyed it, although now it's passed, I'm looking forward to more exciting things in 2010.

The 50-50

I walked home from school and arrived in 45 minutes. Mum and Auntie Theresa wasn't very happy O_O

I found places without any maps in my hand, just directions I memorized when I was browsing through Google Earth lol.

I watched New Moon, the sequel to Twilight. It isn't really an achievement and I don't really like the ending so oh well :/

I went bowling for the first time. If Ariel didn't get me five points, I would've got nothing on my score. Oh and the ball got stuck in my fingers and there was another time where it rolled backwards instead lol.

I went ice-skating for the first time. Meera dragged me here and there on the rink and I was like freaking scared. Fell only twice. I could've sworn I almost killed everyone XD

I started learning Form 3 Science during the hols.

The Bad

I started off my year in a bad mood. Which explains all the bad stuff that has been happening.

I didn't sweat for an entire day at school when I had fever and insisted on attending although my mother was freaking furious and tried to stop me.

I fell for the wrong person and when things changed all of a sudden I had to force myself to adapt to a new lifestyle, which was hard at first, but I managed to work things out.

And after I finally got over him, I went to visit his sister and now he is furious and that just ruined my mood. Major glitch -___-

I completely sacrificed everything for that stupid boy, I blamed everything on my friends and I even had fights with my closest friends.

My heart is filled with great remorse and I can't do anything to change the past.

I did not get A for Sejarah this year. Although I studied for the finals, I epic failed.

I think I'll stop right there, because overall I had a great year, a challenging one indeed. However, I managed to pull 2009 off, and it's time I started a new chapter.

Tomorrow, I will be starting Chapter 15. This year of my life is important, as I will be sitting for PMR and after PMR, I will be facing crucial moments and the decisions I have to make which will determine the future of my career and the turn of my life.

And it's pretty ironic how I listen to the song Fifteen by Taylor Swift and think of how the turn of events match the song lyrics.

I expect things to change next year. I'll be stuck with the same classmates, in the same class and surprisingly, the same classroom though. I might join different co-curriculum next year so I guess we'll see ;)

It's 6.10PM and I'm posting this now because I will probably be at church tonight for the New Year Service. So anyway..

HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR (IN ADVANCE) ;DD

God bless all of you, and thank you so much for all your support and to the readers of the blog, thank you for your attention and effort to divulge into my thoughts and ideas. My appreciation is to no end :)

And now, for the biggest challenge of all..

Goodbye 2009.

HELLOW 2010 :DD

New found bestie.

2009-12-30T16:52:00.005+08:00

I think I've found my next best guy friend.

No wait, I know I have found lol. That's what Desmond said - You can't guess, you must know!

Okay I'll put that aside for a moment. I'd like to talk about an awesome day I had lol.

Yesterday, I hung out with Carine and Desmond over at Carine's house. Desmond came like an hour late, and he left an hour early. 5 hours isn't enough, next time WE HANG OUT LONGER!!!

I have like uh, only 9 pictures of yesterday from Carine. But oh well :/

Arrived at Carine's around 11 something. Chit-chat and hang out here and there before Desmond arrived.

That's me and the smiley face.

Shortly after Carine called for pizza, Desmond arrived. And then we went upstairs and had some chit chat, played with stuff from Japan. We decided to watch Alvin and The Chipmunks. After it started, we adjourned downstairs to continue the movie because we wanted to eat the pizza and watch the movie at the same time.

The pizza was pretty small, so we ordered more after that XD Desmond ate his Cinnasticks (Carine pronounciation - Chinasticks XD), while I helped myself to the other food. Bryan couldn't eat much though lol.

After the movie ended we played some piano. Desmond is absolutely not a pro. Carine is too much of a pro! HAHAHA lol.

Oh yeah, we actually prepared a cake for Desmond. It was actually a surprise, until Auntie Shem mentioned it. I didn't panic so much, but the Carine reacted pretty obvious so epic fail lor lol XD So we just brought the cake out in the end. Desmond could only smile (I think).

Here are some pictures of the cake scene :DD

Cutting the uh, chocolate plus some fruit in the fresh cream, uh, I conclude it as tiramisu cake. That's what I assume though. But it was good nonetheless.

We didn't put candles, we just sang a birthday song. Carine said Tham and both of us(Desmond and I) said Desmond lol. He actually sang his own birthday song. WOOT lol x) Here you can see him blow imaginary candles and making a real wish(I think, lol)

The birthday boy and I XD

Hahahahaha that's the Santa hat clip-on I got from Singapore. We made Desmond put it on and snapped a picture of him lol XD

Our game of Cluedo. It made my ~~belated~~ Christmas :) Since I didn't get a Cluedo Reinvention for Christmas, I guess playing Cluedo was the next best thing. Thanks people :DD

It was funny playing Cluedo XD After Desmond set up the game and all, Bryan suddenly wanted to join in. After some persuasion he joined in the game lol. The yellow one is him, Mr. Mustard. The red one is Ms. Scarlett, Carine's character, the HOT MAMA XD The decent blue lady(pahh XD), Mrs. Peacock is me and Desmond is the maid lol, Mrs. White.

During the game, Bryan's Mr. Mustard was seducing Ms. Scarlett lol XD HSL(ham sap lou) hahahaha! Carine was all, "He's my brother lah!" then I was like "Not in the game hahahahaha" lol. In the end it was Mrs. White(Desmond's character) who murdered the victim(forgot his name liao) with a knife in the kitchen. I already had the answer but Carine decided to guess so oh well haha x)

Then after Cluedo, we had a not-very-good-game of Scrabble ~~because Bryan was really slow~~ half an hour before Desmond had to go.

After he left, I went to the park with Carine and Bryan. Nothing interesting happened after that, no I'm just lying but I don't wanna talk about it.

Okay I'll stop right there.

This picture would've been perfect if only my smile wasn't cacat. But what to do lol?

Haha so now that I'm done, I'll make a statement.

MY NEXT BEST GUY FRIEND IS :

DESMOND THAM SHUNG MIN

Okay I think you all know that. Never mind, you can ignore me :P

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN.

You can go to Desmond's Facebook to see how much I spammed his profile. And my status update. And whatever I did lah. Haha.

Kthxbai.

Boxing Day.

2009-12-27T15:45:00.010+08:00

In case you don't know what Boxing Day is, it's a day where you get your Christmas presents, or open your Christmas presents. I know most of you don't bother to wait until Christmas if you already receive your presents in advance, like me for an example.

I received my Christmas presents a week in advance, most of them during the Christmas Harvest Event. My sister immediately tore all her wrappers the next day and revealed her presents.

However, this year I decided to wait until Boxing Day to open my presents. I was suppose to wait until Christmas, but since I got back from Singapore pretty late, I could only open my gifts yesterday.

Wrappers strewn all over the floor.

So, ~~this~~these iswere what I got.

Christmas ornaments. This was the gift exchange thing I got. I think it's Uncle Albert's. It has the same wrapper I used last Christmas. At least that's what Rachel and I think lol. Haha thanks anyway whoever who really wrapped this gift.

Sister necklace from Ariel. Rachel has the other turquoise colored one. Thanks Ariel :D

Angie's Hello Panda biscuits. Okaylah, this obviously is not the real box but since we all gobbled it up the next day there was no chance for a photo. So I'm putting this as a replacement. Sorry T_T But thanks loads for the yummy biscuits Angie :D

Belgian chocolate from Auntie Ivy and Tudor Gold Dark Chocolate from Ying Jie. Thanks :)

Upwords board game from Uncle Victor and a photo album from Pei Wen. Gracias amigas!!!

Tupperware and water bottle set from Foong Yee Ah Yee. Tewima kasih ya'll!

Money Sense book also from Foong Yee Ah Yee. I'm so going to use this one to plan my *ahem ahem* finances XD Thanks again!

Philips Mini LED candle from Auntie Soo Chin. Thanks a tonne XD

And finally, this cute decor by whom I'd like to call Ying Zhe(Zhe as in sister), which is a close friend of my grandma's and Sean's grandmother. Do zhe :)

So that's all my presents ~~so far~~.

Oh yes, I also bought stuff from Singapore. All of them are cheap stuff, so please don't say I'm rich or anything of the sort okay?

T-Shirt from Bossini. It was on sale, and it was cheaper than the price in Malaysia if you multiply by 2.5. And considering how kiam I am, I do not think I overspent.

Chain necklace from Forever 21.

Nerds, All Butter Chocolate Chunk Cookies and Milk Chocolate Turkish Delight from Marks and Spencer. The Nerds I got it at some newsagent store. It was cheaper compared to Malaysia, after the Math so I decided to buy it.

Party straw lol.

I also got comfy Scholl shoes from there and this cute Christmas clip on mini Santa hat(go to my Facebook, I'm wearing it on my profile picture XD) which were selling at 5 Sing dollars, but since they were for charity I guess we spent on that but we did a good deed on Christmas Eve ;D

So that's my Boxing Day post.

I didn't get anything from my wishlist though. But it's okay. I've got all that I need in life :)

Anyhow..

Desmond's birthday is coming up..

He has no idea what's in store for him ;)

Slight delay.

2009-12-26T22:58:00.004+08:00

Tour down the Orchard - Christmas Eve, 24 Dec 2009

Happy Boxing Day everyone :D

I am sick today T_T

I have an irritating sore throat, and earlier I had a fever but then I ate Panadol and put that gel thing on my forehead so I'm good now.

I'm delaying my Boxing Day post until tomorrow since I'm not feeling very well and I don't have the pictures right now.

I can't believe school is starting within days, and I am seriously ~~bummed/freaked out/happy/indifferent/~~having a million other emotions about it.

I really want to go back to Singapore lol. I love that place. Everything there is so good, unlike here. If you want to read my long winded post about how I love Singapore and how crappy Malaysia is, go to my personal blog. Post title : Impatient. I reckon there are some things you'd like to argue on. Go ahead, leave some comments, I'm bored anyway :/

Justin Chan got into BU3. I haven't even got anything on my sister's school and all that stuff. I'mma start preparing next week for the new school year. ZOMG it's PMR :S

I'm going to have a lot of choices to make. From which uniform unit I'm attending, to which stream I am following for upper secondary. Time flies so quickly, I think I might've lost track of what's important and what's not sometimes. I really need to handle things with care, and not freak out, or break out, or throw a fit, or start acting weird (okay that is normal, you don't have Vivian, if you don't see her weirdness) and a kazillion other things I need to take into strict consideration.

I've decided to get those 7As next year. However, I will not forget what is the main purpose of school. It is to learn. I go to school to see something new, expect and learn something interesting. And if Sejarah proves to be horrid, I have nothing more to say. I can only struggle to keep my mind on the subject and grab those As.

Looking back on 2009, I feel that I have experienced a lot of new, fresh and exciting things, but I have also endured the worst of times, which in comparison to the bigger world, is no less than a small problem.

I'm going to list down a few things and get my goals set for next year, and I'm going to post them here to remind myself what I am suppose to achieve, and what I have to do to be a better individual in all the aspects of life. I will not divulge into deep romance as I will only be 15 and I'll do better things than date the boy of my dreams (screams "pathetic!" and "cheesy!" at the top of my voice).

I intend to travel as often as I can, so that I will gain more experience in the world. There are a lot of things I have yet to learn, and I haven't even started to cook and all. I feel horrible, as all girls should know how to cook. The only things I know how to cook are Maggi mee, fried eggs, rice, fried rice, and all the basic dishes but I have a long way to go before declaring myself a professional. And baking is a different story.

Here goes another long winded post lol. It's a good thing I insert pictures for the eye candy of my ~~very few~~ readers on my blog, or else this blog would be boring as ever.

I have to rest now since I have been missing church for the past few weeks, and I must attend tomorrow's service.

Goodnight.

Merry Christmas.

2009-12-25T23:50:00.002+08:00

Christmas will be over in 10 minutes so while I have the time I will state whatever I want to say now.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! :DDD

Ooh ooh ooh! And and and..

I AM BACK FROM SINGAPORE :D

I'm going to open my presents tomorrow.. BOXING DAY!

Singapore was alright, didn't shop much. Sorry I didn't get anything for anyone from there. Damn expensive, and somehow there was a bit of a glitch here and there so oh well :/

Thanks for the Pocky, Carine :)

And also huge thanks to..

*takes out cellphone and checks messages*

Okay, uh..

Carine

Ka Yan

Carlos

Dii

Nicky

Anisa

...

For spending RM1 for that SMS you guys sent me while I was in Singapore. And that's RM2 for Dii and Nicky XD

Oh and Merry Christmas Eu Jing/Jing Jing/Babe Jing/Muffinman XD

I have mixed feelings about being back in KL and all. I think Singapore rocks! Everything there is like uber coolio, cleaner, urban and AWESOME. I never wanted to leave that place lol.

Ying Jie must be so lucky to be studying there. This is inspiring me to apply for ASEAN after PMR. Besides, SPM will be in BM so I might as well sit for O Levels instead.

The only thing I'm happy about leaving Singapore is..

.. that I don't need to multiply everything by 2.5 anymore.

Thank God for that.

P.S.: Posted on Boxing Day but written before 12AM so I count this as CHRISTMAS!!!

Winter solstice.

2009-12-22T21:38:00.003+08:00

It's Winter Solstice Festival! Happy DongZhi everyone!

I've had my reunion(sort of) lunch(instead of dinner) and great tong yuen.

Can never get enough. This time it's in gula melaka syrup. I prefer the usual sugar, pandan leaves and ginger concoction. Nevertheless, it still tastes good.

Anyways, I won't be around for the next three days. Yes, I won't be around for Christmas. Sigh. But when I reach Johor I shall call all(uh, close ones lah at most XD) my friends and give them a hearty Christmas wish :D

SINGAPORE FTW! :D

I have not much to blog about, but I have a lot to do tonight since I'm leaving tomorrow morning. And I have to sleep early >:(

I think I'll go to a bookstore and look for that book I saw the other day online. It seems interesting, and I want to find out what happened. The book is called I Believe You by a Singaporean author(forgot her name). I'm not sure where to get it, and I've lost the site and all so yeah, if you have any ideas please feel free to inform me. I saw it on an ad on Facebook. I read 11 chapters of it, and I am eager to continue the story.

I better finish my packing now. I will leave you with four pictures though. Xiu Xiu Ah Yee bought strawberries. I picked out a perfect looking one and decided to snap some inspirishots (inspiring camera shots lol). So here they are.

Personally I like the second picture the best.

Have a blessed Christmas everyone - in advance. I'll try to blog during Boxing Day ;) And open my presents!

P.S. : MY FARMVILLE CHRISTMAS TREE IS FILLED! Thanks to Tan Kuang Hock, Grace Yaw, Melvina Krishnan, Naufal Azim, Loh Jenn Sern, Nurul Afrina and Yee I-Xin for never failing to return the favor (:

Reluctant.

2009-12-21T16:55:00.007+08:00

I'm too lazy to blog. I always click on New Post, then think and think on what to jot down, but as usual, FAIL.

But here I am again.

I think I'll talk about Christmas Harvest Event.

It was great :D There was turkey mah lol.

Huge thanks to Ariel, Angie, Grace, Pei Wen, Ying Jie(and his brother) for making an effort to come and last but not least, Brendan for finally showing up after the tonnes of invitations we send him but to no avail. And he forgot to take his Christmas present home -___-

Mum and I made Potato Dauphinoise, something we got out of the recipe book which we had never cooked before. For a first try, it was good. A lot of people said so, and Grace took like more than 3 servings? I only grabbed a small serving to try. Boy, it was good. I'm not praising my own food just because Imy mum and I cooked it kay. I'm serious it was nice.

Cooking process photos :

No photo of finished product. Sorry :(

I only gave gifts to Ariel and Pei Wen. I forgot about Angie, I feel so bad. And then Rachel go and reveal lol. What lah she -___- Didn't get Ying Jie anything but then luckily mum back me up so I gave his brother and him presents. And he guessed it. It was a book lol. Sorry again lol.

Oh and I got Christmas tree ornaments for the Gift Exchange. I didn't even give anything in return, so bad lah me lol. I should've switched with Ariel and took the keyboard brush instead. It was cooler XD

What we thought was a bag of Famous Amos cookies, turned out to be prunes. We were up in the room hanging out then I randomly asked, "Hey can I have a cookie?" and then Angie told me they weren't cookies. They were prunes. EPIC FAIL hahahaha. Still joking about it lol.

Thanks to everyone, especially those who actually gave me Christmas presents. I'm so sorry if I didn't return the favour. You guys are so generous :D

More than I had ever imagined O_O

I'm not going to open them until I get back from Singapore and hit Boxing Day.

You can continue pouring in your Christmas gifts if you like. C'mon lah, why waste a good present? Give me lah. I very poor leh XD Joking lah lol.

Had a pretty short conversation with Carine yesterday night. She's using eBuddy on her iPhone in Japan. And she's got me POCKY!!! THANKS SOOOOOOOO MUCH WOOT! Haiyoo I feel bad again because I haven't gotten her anything. Sigh. Don't worry I'll come up with something soon!

Tomorrow is Dong Zi :D Or in English, Winter Solstice Festival. It marks the end of the year/a new beginning, if I'm not mistaken and it's celebrated during the beginning of winter I think. I'm so noob lol. But anyway, I made tong yuen today. Green colour (Pandan). Brown colour (Milo, courtesy of Muffinman lol). Orange colour (Tapioca).

Oh yeah, before that I went to the hairdresser nearby and got my hair layered. At least it looks more, uh, different now. I thought my hair was getting superbly out of hand and boring shaped, or to be more specific, werewolf like.

My hair really looked like that O_O

Seriously. I hate my old hair.

But fear not, for I have new layered hair! BORING -.-' I know. But I have no other ideas so bear with me please.

Checked out Bedrock by Young Money earlier. I thought Young Money was cool, but Bedrock is one of those songs that go by the same category with Hotel Room Service by Pitbull.

Have you listened to this song called Santa Baby? Every time I step into a place filled with Christmas joy and decorations and the song just comes up, I feel like I'm back in the old days by Main Street. I love Christmas, the old way. I think new age Christmas is a bit off. I've got myself buried in the classical era during the festive season lol.

I'll be leaving for Singapore in two more days WOOT :D Maybe I'll go back to that 3 for 10 dollars shop in Chinatown to buy something for my friends, since it's cheap there lol. Everything else is major expensive lah. I think I'm not gonna go on the Singapore Flyer. Damn expensive lah the tickets =.='

I have nothing else to say, at the moment.

Anyhow, please please please continue sending in your Farmville gifts! I return the favor every single time, so we've all got nothing to lose. Just a few clicks and we can help each other. I have to reach hundred by tomorrow because I won't be able to go online for a couple of days.

I shall leave you with one last picture.

Our new LCD TV. I know it shucks because it's small. Even compared to my old TV. And I didn't take a good picture of it.

I might post tomorrow. Adios.

An outdated tag.

2009-12-19T12:25:00.005+08:00

Uber coolio Christmas tree - Portugese Village, Malacca, 13 December 2009.

I found this tag in my Documents folder. I remember Leanne had tagged me a long time ago but I had never gotten the time to do it due to my exams so I just saved it as a Notepad and I thought I'd go back and do it when I remember.

And now I do lol. It's been really long.

And for the sake of completing something I have not done, I will do this tag.

Here it is..

1) The person who tagged you is:

Leanne Lee

2) Your relationship with him/her is:

Friends :D

3) Your first impression of him/her is:

Sweet and innocent.

4) The most memorable moments with them:

Uh.. I don't think I remember any but there's this one time where we bumped into each other at the back of the road with Ariel walking her dog. It was so unexpected lol. Not memorable, FUNNY XD

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:

Uh.. Hi? LOL XD

6) If he/she becomes yr lover, you will...

I'm a girl. She's a girl. Don't talk shit.

7) If he/she became yr lover, what should he/she improve at:

Refer to number 6 please.

8) If he/she becomes yr enemy, what would you do:

Uh.. There's nothing much I can do I guess.

9) If he/she becomes yr enemy, the reason will be:

I'm not quite sure, but um, stealing her friends?

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:

Get her something K-pop for Christmas (:

11) Your overall impression on him/her:

Refer to number 3. But then again, she may have an alter ego nyehnyehnyeh XD

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself:

I am willing to learn.

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:

My disability to control my temper during out-of-hand situations. And being emo.

14) The most ideal person you want to be is:

I want to be myself. Who you are is God's gift to you, who you become is your gift to God.

Uh, quote by Patrick but it actually makes sense lol.

~~15) Pass this quiz to 5 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you.~~

This is kinda outdated so I'm not tagging anyone. But you can do it if you want to, although I doubt it.

Woot cousins coming later! I'm kinda happy for them since they hardly get to leave Ipoh. Although I have to share my room for the night but hey, at least my cousins get a day off.

I mean it was so hard trying to persuade Foong Yee Ah Yee to bring them downtown lah. And Terng was suppose to get a trip to Hong Kong because he got first in class for both semesters!

And he's like in the top class, in the top Chinese boys school in Ipoh, SJKC Sam Tet! Really proud of him, and I think he deserves at least a weekend out for his achievements. I hope he doesn't turn his back and lost trust cuz if I were him, I'd probably lost my mind already. But anyways, God bless Terng XD

I'm off now, will blog another time. But I'll leave you with this awesome Tokio Hotel song.

Oh shit, no embedding. Oh well, just click the link if you're interested. Kthxbai.

World Behind My Wall - Tokio Hotel

Truth.

2009-12-17T22:34:00.004+08:00

Walking by the quayside. I felt like some tourist by the streets of Barcelona lol.

Right now, I'm struggling really hard to keep my hyperactive imagination under strict control. I do things that are unpredictable, really. Okay, maybe not so much. Maybe I am obvious.

I don't care.

I had no idea I could show such genuine expression.

Anyways, I just wanted to publicize this article, done by Calvin Chew about cameras. I finally understand what makes a camera better than another camera. Just read it, it's some useful information. Helps a lot if you're going to get a good camera.

Click here to read

That's it. I'm not going to drool over the Satio. Carlos mentioned it jams frequently and I've read articles about the pros and cons, and I can conclude that it has more weaknesses despite the good reviews you see or the ads, or even the roadshows they have.

I guess the Aino is not as bad, but I'm not going to rant over handphones.

Carine has left for Japan :(

When she's back, I'll be in Singapore lol. And Alya is going to purposely bump into me XD

Public holiday tomorrow. Maybe I should blog less now that my faithful reader, Carine Lim Kar Ean is 3 hours earlier than I am, in the Land of the Rising Sun.

It's funny how I have begun speaking like a normal person again. I'm not using any Ah Beng language! YAY!

I'm so bored I've nothing to do but poke Eu Jing.

[insert proof here]

Beautiful sunset. I didn't even take this with a DSLR.

And I'm so lazy to blog about Malacca. Will take me eons lah.

Listening to classical un-Archuleta-ed Christmas songs on the radio. David Archie's songs are okay lah, but I like the Micheal Buble kind of tune lol. And then it takes me to exquisite Parisian dining.

That was seriously random O_O

I can close my eyes and imagine myself sitting in some posh restaurant now having exquisite cuisine looking outside that huge glass window into the snowy compound. That is love (:

See, I told you I had an overactive imagination in my medium sized(not sure) brain lol.

Schools about to start. And I have no idea at all where Rachel is going. I'm slightly worried but overall I think things are good.

I really hope they don't get into that other school. Come to my school lah!

I'm so irritating lol. I'm a confirmed V.I.P(very irritating person).

Okay nothing to say, more stuff on my next post, not confirmed lol.

Guessing games.

2009-12-16T23:16:00.003+08:00

It's over. You can stop guessing now.

Yes, I was at Malacca. I got back from there.

We toured the city on Sunday, then left the next day. Didn't get to eat any Peranakan stuff. Wo mei you chi niang re cai :(

Carine is going to Japan. HOKKAIDO! You better take some pics of you and your family and snow and cool stuff and even more cool stuff and buy me ramen and buy me Pocky and ~~please remember to~~ uh, yeah, that's it lah I guess lol.

I'm gonna blog about Malacca in parts, since it's kinda long to cover a lot of stuff in one post. So I'm just gonna do an introduction.

Welcome to Malacca.

The text quite big so I'm sure you can read it.

St. Francis Xavier Church, established 1848(I think). It was in front of the parking area. Damn historical, so cool lah. I wanna get married some ancient church woot XD

Some street. Didn't catch the name of it. It's sort of on the way to the heart of the town and stuff.

Sam Sook Gong. This place has like an eatery and then they sell some local delicacies all sorts I guess. GULA MELAKA FTW!

This windmill thingy lol.

Next post probably about Stadhuys and more historical buildings and architecture like Kota A Famosa thingamabobs lol.

Today was last day of tuition. Carine came lol. Not many people turned up, but a good number lah. Class crack up like usual, load of jokes and stuff. Last day but coolio XD

Okay it's confirmed. Carlos is Portuguese. And I'm having a hard time pronouncing Portuguese properly(it's like pore-chew-geese lol).

Anyways have a safe trip, Carine (: ENJOY!

7 MORE DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS GETAWAY.

3 more days until Christmas Harvest Event =.='

And cousins and extended family members might be coming down to KL for the party. So I have to share rooms with gran and Rachel wth -___-

Eh people send me more Farm Ville holiday tree presents(or chickens if you like), please?! I will return the favor, guaranteed. You help me, I help you lol. Okay?

Wah I'm damn sleepy. I wanna go and read something then the bible then pray and go to sleep.

Goodnight.

Clues.

2009-12-15T21:36:00.006+08:00

So...

Carine doesn't know where I've been last Sunday. I was gone. She doesn't know.

I didn't tell her lol.

Instead of just giving it away.. I will put up clues XD I was definitely not in KL. And no, I wasn't on Facebook, Eu Jing cuz I was away lah.

Have any idea where this place is?

If you do, COMMENT!

Some people know, but this is especially to Carine who has no idea XD Haha, I so evil I bully Car-pcake and Muffinman.

Sudah habis cakap. Next!

About my day today?

Okay. At lunchtime I went to Mid Valley. Xiu Xiu Ah Yee said it was J Card Day Sale, so she brought us there to shop.

First we went to the food court to eat. I chose to buy food from this Yong Tau Fu stall for lunch. Damn cool wehh. You take a bowl, and pick your yong tau fu from the delicious spread, then you ask for whatever noodles and whatever soup you'd like it to go with, then they will cook the stuff for you. Then they put it all in the bowl and then you pay up and then MAKAN! So cool lah lol.

I had curry beehoon with 5 different yong tau fu-s. Damn nice. Was gonna add veggies but I thought it would flood the bowl so in the end didn't bother to add in. They also give free drinks. I guess considered value for money cuz it's about 8 bucks for that flooded bowl of yong tau fu and stuff XD

After makan we hit Jusco. Forget about the flooded bowl of yong tau fu, we had to squeeze our way through the massive crowd in Jusco. Sale signs everywhere! And they say if you buy more than a hundred bucks you get vouchers, but cannot use on that day.

I only got a few clothes to try on and the queue for the fitting room was short, but man, I tell you we had to wait like 45 minutes for this woman to get out of the fitting room. And then in front of me was another woman who had like a supermarket basket filled with clothes to try on. I was like "Another 45 minutes wtf". Luckily her friend found her another fitting room so after the woman in front of her, who only had like 5 garments I get to go in. Finally after waiting I managed to get into the fitting room.

I bought a top, a pair of black(short) shorts and a dress. I sort of regret buying the dress cuz I had no idea it was gonna cost me 39 bucks and I thought the shorts were almost 20 bucks, but turns out it was more expensive. Rechecked everything and confirm liao. I can't believe I spent 80 bucks. What about *********? I'm officially broke.

I've been broke before and I'm even more broke now. I might as well succumb to rice and tofu and eggs, living on just that and that only.

Then after we left Jusco we walked around, then re-entered Jusco again. We went to the bakery section, that is. Bought moist chocolate cake for myself (nyehnyehnyeh XD), blueberry cheese tart and chicken pastry for Rachel.

Before we left, strolled around the concourse and took some pics lol.

Fake fountain thing.

Christmas trees! UBER HUGE ONES!

Horrible obviously unDSLR-ed shot. I better be praying for one.

No idea why Rachel asked me to take a picture of this. But so cool lah when I snap this the people moving, so got motion effect lol.

This English style castle stage thing lol.

Me and the stage.. Woot ;D

More trees!!!

Eeeyerr I really cannot stand blurr shots lahh wth man! Since it's small don't care lah lol.

ZOMG so cute haha

Xiu Xiu Ah Yee and Gran XD

Gran, Rach and MEEE :DD

Okay. I very malas already. Habis post.

Carine, good luck. Keep guessing. I will put up more clues from time to time. And you'll soon find out where I'm going from the 23rd until Christmas.

Only I-Xin and Ariel know. Shh!

Ho people.

2009-12-14T15:26:00.005+08:00

So that's how I'm greeting people this holiday season. I'm saying ho, instead of the usual hey or hi or hello I say to people whether online or offline.

I don't think anyone missed me while I was gone. I don't think anyone even noticed I was gone lol.

I won't put up any pics yet, but I'll show you the souvenirs I got. Not much, really. Thought I'd buy more when I'm away again. This could be the best holiday yet, just came back and off again.

Too bad I can't go to Penang with I-Xin :( But ohh well :/

I bought this especially for Ka Yan. I thought she'd like it.

This one's specially for I-Xin. A bookmark for the bookworm. It's also a huge paperclip. And it has a heart on top so it fits the whole I-Xin Love Heart theme (:

The top left thing are cupcake earrings, but I haven't made up my mind who's gonna get it. And I'm saving that cute hairclip for Pei Wen.

Also haven't made up my mind on who to give the fish keychain and bicycle bookmark to.

Okay, so that's all on the souvenirs I got. I haven't specified where I got them.

That's for me to know, and you to find out ;)

But meanwhile..

A mystery has been solved.

I think I know where Carlos came from.

So does that mean Ariel is Spanish? Or Portuguese? O_O

Lewat malam? LOL!

2009-12-11T22:14:00.006+08:00

This is so cute XD

Eu Jing aka Jing Jing aka Babe Jing aka MUFFINMAN says:

OMG!!! THIS IS SO CUTE FOR YOU QI-scake

Eu Jing aka Jing Jing aka Babe Jing aka MUFFINMAN says:

I know, right? Haha. Lame :/

Mixed 1/4 parts of Maggi mee in chicken seasoning, Mi Sedaap chilli powder and mei mei had to go and put corn oil in it. Lol. Then we microwave it and dig in. WOOT!

Go take a look at my FB status. Everyone's commenting on it. Haha lol!

I have nothing more to say. I mean I do, but I'm too lazy. Pahh! XD

So, uh, what would you guys like?

You can answer me on my Shoutmix or something.

Meanwhile, I'm gonna sneak some Maggi to Shireen via her house bathroom. Ariel's gonna make the noodles, we're gonna drive there and sneak it through. Jeng jeng jeng(Copyright Eu Jing)!!!

No lahh I'm just kidding lol.

So today mum brought back an LCD TV. WOOT! NEW TV!!!

Now all I need to do is get a new Hi-Fi system.. And an uber modern DVD player.

I still need my camera. Sigh. I wish parents would just understand. It is a passion. Not a want, but a need.

Lazy to talk about it lahh. Makes me more pissed thinking about it. I'll just shut up.

Popo is the best!!! Nyehnyehnyeh I got it and you didn't. Nyehnyehnyeh! Lol XD

Adios mi friends. Night.

P.S. : Did you notice the uber super hyper coolio change in my blog? It's white now, and I made a new banner with it. Epic.

Why epic?

Because everything is legendary. Everything I'm living in. It will be history. Of utmost importance and memory.