Depression.

I think I'm suffering from it.

What gives? I mean, my behavior was way out of hand today.

I'm sorry to those who had to endure it, my stupid irritating tantrum, and my bloody use of vulgarities. Oh and not to forget, my epic roll of blasphemy and unbearable insults.

I'm sorry, Patrick.

I'd better attend anger management courses or something. I'm seriously stressed out by life and everything that's flying around me. I just wish I could take a really long break, then get back at it as if nothing has ever happened.

But I can't. It's impossible.

I-Xin's not coming to school tomorrow. I'm not sure if Pui Ee wants to talk to me, same thing with Dii, and Jia Wen insists on skipping tomorrow, so I'm going to be alone if I go. But mum is making to attend school so there's no say in that.

Sigh. I screwed up my life big time.

There's bound to be gossip all around, but I guess I won't care anymore. I mean, avoiding the situation is taking you nowhere. Somebody's got to stand out for their own mistakes, and that's what I'm doing. I'll be admitting my mistakes, and get back on the right track again.

It's all human nature.

I plan to talk about blogging for my oral test. My first choice was photography, but since I am a noob in that, I decided to speak about something I was more fond of. Between music and blogging, I chose blogging, since a lot of people are going to do music, as it is the most relevant topic to talk about.

I actually got number 15 initially, but then I-Xin got number 16, so I decided to switch with someone, and Mun Ee happened to be mutual. So after some switching, I got number 7 and Mun Ee got number 15.

I'm due the Monday after the holiday week. Surprisingly I'm right in front of King Smartypants™, so I guess he's getting some advantages since I'm going first..

Maybe not.

Anyhow I'd better get offline and read the Bible. I shouldn't stay up so late at night just to go online. It's pretty pointless anyway, apart from my interest in blogging and listening to music and working out aerobics to the beat.

I shall leave you with a quick edit of mine.

Scene much?

;)