Adjustments.

Studying would be an epic failure right now.

I can't risk this year at all, so I'm going to sign up for tuition instead.

Tomorrow, I will be busy from 8-9.30AM, 1-3PM and 8-10PM. The good news, it's a public holiday. The bad news, it's not a real holiday. FOR ME.

That's why I decided to rest and chill out today, then become a hardworking maniac tomorrow. I know that sounds totally irrelevant and everything needs to be done pronto as my exams start next Thursday.

What a bummer, I know.

Singapore. Not watermarked, but it's my photo.

What I hate most this week, is the sudden amends that have been made.

I know I sound like a wimp when I say I felt sad that I could cry, but realizing that we have our schedule changes and some of my teachers won't be teaching us anymore, is just plain sad.

Puan Suzana, especially, is one of my favourite teachers. She's really a cool English teacher. She gives us essay assignments and get us to do speeches, presentations and other interesting stuff, like our role playing assignment, which cannot be carried out anymore since today was NILAM and tomorrow is a public holiday.

And next week we won't be seeing her again. Sigh.

Writing an essay is one of the ways I express myself, which is through words. I hope Noor Zaida will be alright, and that English lessons will still be as interesting. I just feel so upset knowing that she won't be teaching us anymore.

Today during NILAM at the library, I was sitting at the table she was seated at, and then she told me she wouldn't be teaching us anymore. I would've sworn a wall of tears built up in my eyes, but I blinked them back and remained strong. She told us Noor Zaida would be teaching us, and I was like, "She's okay." Then she asked, "So which teacher is not okay?" I didn't respond, and just faked a smile.

It's really sad.. I wanted to say that she's the coolest, but I didn't. Anyways I can't say I regret it, because moving on is really what life's all about.

I just hope things get better, for real.

Well, there are some things I'm quite satisfied with, such as Mathematics.

I'm so glad we're only having 3 days of Maths in a week. The only thing I'm not happy about is that it's 3 CONSECUTIVE DAYS, back-to-back. So if Neoh gives us a crackload of homework, we're bound to break our skulls and extract our brains in room temperature.

I've got to sort my schedule, but definitely not today.

I think I still have a bit of Maths homework left. Okay, I'll finish that and off to bed I go.

Tuition at 8AM in the morning. I am seriously siao O_O

That's my picture by the way, was just lazy to watermark it.

It's me, it's not the scenery

There's a light that I just can't see

But hopefully, as time fades into reality

I'll find myself busy

And I won't worry if you actually think of me

Because fantasy is strong in my world

I just gradually want to see you drift away from my sight

So if I had studied how to love you

I could learn to kiss you goodbye.