And the clock keeps ticking.

Will watermark it later.

It's almost the end of the second week of January 2010. How have I done so far?

Well, today I was scared shit in school when I saw someone I didn't want to see. I spent 6 years of in my primary school in horror because of this someone, and when I went to BU3, this person was one of the reasons why I was so happy to be leaving TTDI.

And today?

THIS PERSON SHOWED UP IN MY SCHOOL.

Why wouldn't she just go away, get lost and hyperventilate out of my life forever?

Haven't you ruined my life enough?

And if she doesn't leave, I WILL. I want to see how long can she stalk me.. I have been living in horror for the past 6 years in primary and now you come back to take revenge on me? I don't even want to think about the past and my worst nightmare shows up right smack in my school.

I think I almost cried today. I was so afraid.

But you know what?

Dii is right. I shouldn't let myself down because of someone who has tried to ruin it all for me before. I should just ignore her and move on with my own life, because why would I live in fear because of someone like her?

God is almighty. We all know that. So what makes this fear of mine any sense at all?

I'll stop right here regarding this subject.

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Yesterday was a complete rush from school to koku and then heading towards homework and finally, tuition. I guess I pulled it off again this time, with homework outnumbering the hours in a day I have. But when I finished them I realized that it doesn't necessarily take hours to get something done. Just do it quick, and do it slick.

I was really too lazy to get started on my English essay about "My Friend", but the moment I picked up my pen and started writing, a sudden rush of ideas entered my brain and I allowed it to flow out in the form of words. I was really satisfied with my essay when I had completed it, and I was even more excited to hand it in during English tomorrow.

But guess what?

I FORGOT TO BRING IT TO SCHOOL.

I tore it out from my test pad and then left it somewhere before having my dinner and rushing off for tuition. And this morning I completely forgot I had torn it apart from my test pad.

I was really pissed with myself by then. Could the day get any worse?

I had no appetite during recess (refer to the top please kthx) and I only shared fries with Dii. By KH a werewolf was howling in my stomach. After KH I went back to class and then I tore some of Pui Ee's Cinnabon. It was nice, but I guess it didn't fill my stomach. I drank loads of water and I think it made me feel like I was having beri-beri or something, because I was hungry but my stomach had a swelling sensation. Uh, yuck -___-

Mum finally agreed to get me a camera, with the condition that I pay back by installments. Okay T_T That still sucks but that means I still have a chance to buy a camera. Initially I was raving mad about a DSLR, but then after a while, I guess I realized the trouble with having a DSLR, which I have gained the knowledge through various blogs and sites, which is..

1. Large picture sizes. Source? Nicolekiss. She stated in her blog in a recent post that ever since she has been making full use of her DSLR, all her huge pictures have been taking up a lot of space in her hard disk and she has to buy another one for more space. That's a bummer.

2. A DSLR is heavier than a compact digicam. Which means all the trouble of balancing on a shelf or a stick or whatever will no longer exist.. Instead sturdier accessories are needed. So I'll have to get a long tripod. Oh and I was comparing facts in my head so yeah, fact by me lol.

3. A DSLR is bulky. I'll have to go through all the trouble of getting a proper camera bag and have the extra weight every event I go to which requires me to snap pictures. The smallest DSLR I've known so far also requires a special bag to fit it inside to avoid any painful "injury" to it. Also fact made in head.

4. Things like these get stolen easily. I don't have a number on how many cameras have been stolen so far, even that I know of, but that's my father's POV and I respect it so it's here lol.

Okay I think that's about it.

Based on the reasons above, I have been wondering if there is something that works like a DSLR and is as compact as a digicam.

Well?

If you have any suggestions of anything between a DSLR and a digital camera, please let me know. Your comments are highly appreciated.

Frankly, I don't have a budget set, since I will have to pay up all the money regardless the cost of the gadget, but preferably I'd set a budget of RM 2K, so you can offer the best of your suggestions.

Moving along..

We're back to school. I guess I've been improving in Science, or maybe my skills in Maths are decreasing whatsoever. My plan is to quickly end the syllabus for more time to revise Form 1 and Form 2.

Desmond's epic in this one. He's like a mini tuition teacher. He just refreshed my memory on Science Form 1 and 2(part of it anyway) on MSN by asking me questions. Certain topics I am able to hold firm upon, however there are chapters which I am unsure of.

Which brings me back to making more goals for the day to study or spend more time on books than on the computer. And of course, we shall not forget the Holy Bible.

I have some stupid PJK homework to finish up at the moment. Miss Pearl is our PJK teacher, which means the homework must be completed. She seems stern. And I have no doubt she IS stern.

And to end all of this?

KTHXBAI.